tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80323178626390331932012-02-17T05:47:28.849+08:00Let the sound make the music and not the noise... ♫~♫CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.comBlogger601100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-87807080815039793912011-08-23T01:23:00.003+08:002011-08-30T17:46:02.552+08:00i'm not being myself... <br />when there's only 2 of u... <br />i lost one from my life... <br />i really don't want it to happen again... <br /> <br /><div>when i found another 1... <br />i really hope to throw my arms around u... <br />i want to be there for u and support u... <br />i'm not a perfect man... <br />but i sure am want to making progress... <br />haha i'm not the guy for u i guess... <br />u deserve better although i really felt pain thinking that way... <br /> <br /><div>well i'm so complicated to be with i guess... <br />haha but i also try my best... <br />i hope it count for something... <br />or anything... <br />mostly i'm a nuisance... <br />for both of them... <br />and i also being a bad friend too... <br />i really don't want to through this again... <br /> <br />i don't know if there will be no.3... <br />i really don't want that... <br />sumpah... <br />coz if i want u i want only u... <br />took me years to get myself moving on... <br />other girls that came feels like emptiness... <br />i'm full of lacks, flaws... <br /> <br />but how can i say that? <br />when Allah S.W.T yang menentukan jodoh dan hidup seseorang... <br />yaa i memang redha... <br />seriously redha pada sume yg jadik... <br />cume hati ni still sakit even though i smile... <br />"as long as u're happy..." <br />always said that... <br />and i mean it... <br />i always pray for u both... <br />hopefully u girls will find the best guy and not a guy like me... <br />cheers luv...</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-8780708081503979391?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-50599460073655886462011-05-12T21:15:00.000+08:002011-05-14T04:45:36.156+08:00teringat abah td...<br />not expecting that...<br />well that's what blood is all about...<br />darah persaudaraan tu kuat...<br />even after 23 years...<br />we can still felt a hint of missing...<br />Al-Fatihah...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-5059946007365588646?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-88916178691465482612011-04-02T01:38:00.002+08:002011-04-02T01:59:17.229+08:00up until now...<br />who are u eh...?<br />and who am i...?<br />what are our purpose to lives...<br />what are the answer...<br />but most of us now are not interested in finding the answer...<br />seems like this "new world" is so crooked and fool us to know ourselves...<br /><br />sekarang nampak sumernye tersusun...<br />lepas sekolah, sekolah lagi...<br />then university...<br />then keje...<br />then u retired...<br />but have u thought about if u're in the before times where everyone knows that the earth is flat and stuffs...?<br />at that time people sure know how to make themselves learn the value of living...<br />making names and carve it in a course of history...<br />owh how i wish to do that...<br /><br />heh...<br />i always thought that i could be a damn good samurai if i live in those years in japan...<br />and i always thought i also could be the best blacksmith back in the knighty days...<br />but nowadays people seem less caring on this part...<br />i mean the needs to fulfill ur own role for the world...<br />so now it's educational eh...?<br />but then u'll end up working for companies and retired...<br />is there any motives to life then...?<br /><br />so i knew about this for a while now...<br />why i always think..?<br />it's because i'm a vagabond inside...<br />i still don't know what i suppose to do...<br />felt something's wrong...<br />but i do know i can spread somethings through melody...<br />that's why i love music...<br /><br />so now u know one of the reasons eh...<br />probably i can do something through music...<br />maybe that's my role...<br />or maybe i'll be carve in history by killing 154 men in a war to come...<br />but hopefully there are none of that...<br />only Allah S.W.T knows our role...<br />but what we can decided is what is the best for all...<br />cheers!! to that...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-8891617869146548261?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-39831912051049260862011-03-26T15:37:00.002+08:002011-03-26T15:52:18.546+08:00<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">how interesting is psychology eh..?</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">well i never had any lesson on that part...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">but i really know something...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">people are interesting...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">how can we know someone from their style, behavior, even cara diorang bercakap...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">probably billions of various ways...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">and to know that we can do anything by knowing them...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">i admit...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">i do manipulate people in many ways...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">but i'm doing it for the good cause eh...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">ahaha...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">others might not realise it...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">i'm sorry for it to happen...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">but how else can u get ur friends face 200 peoples when he's on stage without getting goosebumps eh...?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">so i did a little "motivation" on another side of his brain...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">i don't know how to put it...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">tapi antara cara2 aku pernah buat dulu, aku saje "made" myself in the spotlight...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">ahahahaha...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">jadik active and gila2...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"> bg crowd suka kat aku...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">then my bandmates will having a laughs and ease their pressure because the crowds would mostly aim their eyes on me...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">well we have to do something...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">and i'm manipulating them...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">in good way...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">kan..?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">ahahahaha...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">all i want to say is that u shud learn to read much more pages instead of the cover...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">u can do most of the good things...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">heck u could know how to manage ur children even when they still not born...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">if u know how to "psycho" people really...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">ahahaha...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">so i'm writing gibberish...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">pass the time pass the time...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">cheers!!! eh...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-3983191205104926086?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-48907500612503431272011-03-20T20:22:00.003+08:002011-03-20T20:44:15.138+08:00<span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">so what has i been up to lately...?</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">hmm busy...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">or probably i kept myself busy...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">some i resent...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">and i hate resentment...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">new music...?</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">still listening to the same bands...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Bloc Party seems nice...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">love them blokes eh...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">totally creative making sounds combining to become a music...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">respect and honor...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">what about the locals...?</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">many new faces...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">and a whole lot of new names...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">interesting and i'm just only heard only half of them really...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">where can u get the idea of making J-Rock Malaya...?</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">ahaha i'm really enjoy those music...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">myself...?</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">i'm getting tired of thinking...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">so much had happen but i just can't seems to forget it...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">some of yous could...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">but maybe not me eh...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">i kinda miss the old days...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">meeting old mates and the old me...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">can't really believe i'm 23 this year too...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">ahaha and so how about moving on...?</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">i really hope all those people at my past had move on...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">go to something new...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">or someone new...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">from a boy to become a men...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">from a women to become a wife...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">learn the maturity of your knowledge...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">i left my boots behind but some of them are still in me...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">heh.. probably there are some things that we can't let go...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">or those things meant to be part of ourselves...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">or we can't forget our past loves...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">but still...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">we just can pray for the happiness and prosperous...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">let us moving along eh...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:courier new;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">"don't give up~!!</span></span><span style="font-weight: bold;">"</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">well that what i always want to say...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">seems easy to just saying it...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">ahaha...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">i'm getting a headache now...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">let's cheers!! for us...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">until later yaa......</span></span><br /></div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-4890750061250343127?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-42690399318939707242010-09-20T15:21:00.002+08:002010-09-20T15:25:47.948+08:00<span style="font-family: verdana;">it's been a while eh...?</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">not in the mood to write for months now...</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">sorry to all my fans... ( erk... there are...? )</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">ahaha...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">nothing to write here really...</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">just doing my best for final exam...</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">wish me luck...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">owh i kinda met a rose...</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">but lets just see...</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">am i ready again...?</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">or am i not...?</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">i still don't know what my heart tells me...</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">but probably kinda new chapter...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">i'll be updating this blog yaa...</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">try a new face...</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">until then...</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">cheers!! with lurve...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-4269039931893970724?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-27857245282433041492010-05-11T18:54:00.002+08:002010-05-11T19:04:55.349+08:00ahh...<br />things never seems simpler...<br />why is that i suppose...<br />how things seems kinda similar to the tv eh....<br />what a drama...<br /><br />i'm bored for a while now...<br />open the youtube pon xtau ape nak wat...<br />i've opened whose line is it anyway... snagglepuss sucks... some 9/11 theories...<br />and yeah too much free times could also kill u...<br />u bored as hell...<br />nak kuar kene jaga umah...<br />for fuck...?<br />im really being angry for some while now...<br />there is always someone who judge me...<br />but actualy she/he don't know exactly about me or wut i really meant...<br />and it's sucks to being patient over that everyday...<br />tahan je...<br /><br />and wuts this always playing in my head yaa...<br />actualy i really dont want to write this...<br />because she could be reading this...<br />yeah and im an infamous blogger...<br />ahahahaha....<br />just hope that i can make the right move...<br />and decision...<br />probably ....<br /><br />owh yeah...<br />things havent been so well with me...<br />my neck is swollen...<br />and i look like the wrestler brock lesnar...<br />i hope it can be fine...<br />im not the clinic to go type...<br />im really not feeling comfy there...<br />i pray and pray it will go well...<br /><br />things seems now everyday i will get agitated over something...<br />being angry...<br />well who wouldn't...<br />just hopefully it wont always be like this...<br />i really hope for it...<br />cheers! to that...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-2785724528243304149?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-19083279771968620032010-05-06T23:07:00.002+08:002010-05-06T23:09:43.420+08:00erm...<br />things seems weird eh...<br />still cant adapt with changes...<br />and some things do bother...<br />probably just thoughts...<br />or maybe it's a new fresh start...?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-1908327977196862003?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-56195421103203041252010-03-30T00:29:00.002+08:002010-03-30T01:03:13.860+08:00<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">oi oi mates and luvs...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">i can't find the times to write eh these past few weeks...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">and to be honest ada yg siap msg aritu tanya... </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">"asal lama xupdate blog pong..?"</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">ahaha literally it's kinda funny eh...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">but hey sorry guys sbb xde masa and kalo ada masa tuh pon i'm really not in the mood for writing...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">and it's bit of a shock to know there are really people reading these...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">lets all have a bubble and laughs eh ahaha...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">so wut have i been doing lately...?</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">sebenarnye ramai tanya pasal nie...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">well i've been with other crowds this past few weeks...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">aku keje kat bookfair... under BESTA...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">tp bookfair utk 10hari je... </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">so now i'm unemployed...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">next week baru start carik keje laen until june...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">minggu nie kene dok umah sbb umah tgh renovate...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">probably my mum expecting grandchildren eh...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">ahahaha...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">a friend of mine ada cakap aritu...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">"y u suka write ur blog ayat panjang2..?"</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">ahaha im having a big laugh at that time...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">hmm how to answer to that...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">well maybe... and i mean maybe i do love some writing...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">and mostly songs...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">ahaha...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">but i don't know if i'm cut out for novels things though...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">juz want to write something...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">even improving some of my english eh...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">and brit for that part...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">about the bookfair thingy...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">owh how exhausting...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">imagine standing 10 hours a day giving flyers...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">kalo ada sale baru dapat duduk...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">but things really are interesting...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">i do enjoy myself...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">and probably meet someone too...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">tp senang je nak blend in ngan other collegues eh...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">or probably because im being matured...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">that's what they all say after i told them my age...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">and it really is "too mature.."</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">damn because that's ayat kalis for looking old...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">but now i'm likely to be back to my ol world again...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">meet my ol frens...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">even though baru seminggu lebey je xjumpe tp mmg rindu gak aaa...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">lpk tmpt lama...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">talks and yale...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">ahahahahaha...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">well this week should be a good time to finish couple of songs for my friends...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">tp sbb tgh renovation xley nak focus...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">hurm harap2 diorg wat laju aaa...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">owh and don't worry about my health...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">ada ramai gak risau pasal aku...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">i really am terharu...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">felt like someone for a while...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">but i'll always be Capong...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">no change to that...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">and cheers! for it to be in a hundred years...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-5619542110320304125?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-82058591442567559282010-02-26T13:07:00.002+08:002010-02-26T13:24:29.721+08:00a terrible loss...<br />to me and to all of us who knew him...<br />Mohammad Azri Hasim Muhd Hafiz and his grandmother Halimah Sulaiman...died in a terrible car accident at MRR2 yesterday morning...<br />bile bgn tido smalam...<br />tgk henset full of miskols and messages dari member2 gombak...<br />bile bukak salah satu msg tuh...<br />sampai terduduk dibuatnye bile tau arwah meninggal...<br /><br />although im only knew him just about a year...<br />tp when we lepak mmg die seorang yg best...<br />funny guy... like having him on any occasion...<br />also a center of a crowd...<br />tears also terkeluar sket smalam...<br />and yesterday is really somewhat a day which i felt so blue...<br />to simply said about si arwah...<br />dielah antara member yg bley wat aku bangga menceritakan pada member laen...<br />he's a trainee pilot...<br />a good guy... and i really shock to know this great guy has gone too fast...<br />we really felt the loss of him... even Malaysia have loss a great future prospect kind of guy...<br /><br />his last status in FB was.... "life is too short too Depress..."<br />for bloody hell...<br />bile bukak FB die and tgk gamba die... that status... and a lot of ppl send comment "recite al-fatihah"...<br />bertambah sebaknyer tgk...<br />seriously i mmg rasa susah nak bukak his FB page...<br />it's too damn much...<br /><br />wut make me more down and thinking a lot yesterday...<br />and i thinking about it too much...<br />i've been thinking...<br />if my long life fren and also brothers to me for many years...<br />bijan... badat... and especially peng.... will gone before me...<br />i couldnt even imagine those kinds of things happen...<br />bile fikir pasal tuh...i rasa i could have gone crazy...<br />never imagine a life without them...<br /><br />Ya Allah...ku memang tahu hidup bukan utk selama-lamanya... berkatilah hidup kami dan terangkanlah hati kami seraya kami ini hamba mu Ya Allah... panjangkanlah umur kami dan keluarga kami...<br /><br />damn i miss them... i luv u guys...<br />really2 luv u guys...<br />cheers....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-8205859144256755928?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-78880946477091620212010-02-26T10:19:00.000+08:002010-02-26T10:20:48.856+08:00Pernahkah engkau tertanya<br />Erti hidup yang sebenar<br />Beribu wajah yang kau jumpa<br />Berjuta pula ragamnya<br /><br />Laungkan kalimahmu (kepada mereka)<br />Bingitkan telinga (peduli katanya)<br /><br />Tak perlu kau ragu<br />Jangan engkau gugup<br />Tatkala rasa bercampur<br /><span class="fullpost"><br />Laungkan kalimahmu (kepada mereka)<br />Marakkan semangatku (sepenuh jiwamu)<br />Engkau dan aku (saling memerlukan)<br />Bingitkan telinga (peduli katanya)<br /><br />Bingitkan telinga<br />Jangan engkau mudah percaya<br />Jangan engkau mudah terperdaya</span><span class="fullpost"><br /><br />Engkau dan aku<br />Saling memerlukan<br /></span><span class="fullpost"><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-7888094647709162021?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-31858851814817309212010-02-13T18:08:00.001+08:002010-02-13T18:09:57.975+08:00just something i couldn't share now....<br />but it's on that direction though..<br />cheers..!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-3185885181481730921?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-20705908588548923422010-02-10T01:25:00.002+08:002010-02-10T01:44:17.170+08:00yesterday while berangan2 seblom tido...<br />i wondered...<br />y is it that we always taking pictures...?<br />seems like each time we move we will snap some of it...for what actualy eh..?<br />but it's not that im saying i never snap one ya...<br />but to be honest i cant see what they see in their eyes...<br /><br />mcm skang nie ramai gak suke snap kat cermin toilet bagai2...<br />cool eh..?<br />but really to be honest...<br />okay i have some pics of mine that shud become memories eh for the coming years...<br />pegi jejalan...gigs and stuff...<br />but there're just few pictures of my fren...true and long time fren eh...<br />when i think about y is that..??<br />then i come out with something...<br />it seems like we dun need any pictures for memories...<br />we will be together till old eh...<br />now lets put some of them here...<br />bjan...peng...badat....<br />there're some few more that i can put it here...<br />but i dun give my hopes up on them...<br />still need few years to gain those bond eh..?<br /><br />but i regret of some pictures yg dah ilang...<br />yg i save dlm hp...dalam pc...<br />sume ilang...<br />the one that i want to remember but cant eh...<br />lose the face...im just remembered their way of talking and movement...<br />not just the face of others...<br />im losing my own face of the past...<br />what i was...how i've been like this...<br />ya life is rough on those days...<br />and till these days though...<br />but just want to give some tips of life eh...<br />"Take what people do seriously...believe it as u believe what u do in living..."<br /><br />lama x wat quote eh...<br />ahaha...<br />aritu i felt terribly insulted eh...<br />and it still make me kinda temper till now actualy...<br />huh relax man...it will fade away eh...<br />but 'when' is the question...<br /><br />like i care...<br />well yeah i do care...<br />thats y i will prove it to each of u...<br />cheers!!! luvs....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-2070590858854892342?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-77194832118647257032010-01-27T20:23:00.003+08:002010-01-27T20:33:45.313+08:00where hve u gone to till now lad..?<br />u not some arse boyo i knew ya...<br />u r a brother to me mate....and vice versa for all that...<br />how the hell could we get here??<br />it's like things suppose to be on the right lane...but adjusted..?? by what means eh...<br />for all the other things i believe it will change ya for the given time....<br />but i always thought we will never change.....<br />we will never budge a centimetre even if it will kill us....<br />that what make me not understand anything...<br />by not doing anything is what separate us blood brothers...<br />if i made any mistake i should know by now eh...<br />but i seriously dun know what i've done...and i believe i've made none of mistakes to him....<br />where hve u gone till now lad...?<br />i miss u and i luv u....<br />for what's better or worse... may Allah always be by ur side....<br />and hopefully we will meet someday brother...<br />cheers to u....!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-7719483211864725703?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-8754655847636379152010-01-09T01:06:00.003+08:002010-01-09T01:20:29.824+08:00egad!!<br />how to say this...<br />some answered has finally answered...<br />even though i still have some faith in it...<br />....<br />well begone with difficult equation...<br />it's my time to shine now....<br /><br />after some time using facebook...(baru je minggu lps wat)<br />it's really interesting ya...<br />i've met my friend since i was little...<br />masa form 1 to form 3...<br />masa form 4 ngan form 5 xyah cite sgt sbb mmg melekat je sampai skang...<br />those memories i almost forgotten...or even try to forgets it...<br />came back eh...<br />those ugly and beautiful truth...<br />even that some of my past still not been revealed...<br />thank god for that...<br />what i did are beyond sins...<br />neither my school friends knows about it...<br />i regret for make my mak cried...<br />better let it buried eh...<br /><br />lots of friends..so rindu them all....<br />they probably wont remember me much though...<br />but i hope they all happy...all my friends...includes my university friends...<br />semoga korang sumer bahagia...berjaya...<br />i miss u all...<br />and to those whose getting married...<br />invite me eh...<br />even my ex's too...<br />rindu gak nak jumpe diorg...<br /><br />now maybe their world is much different than mine...<br />much more juicer story than when we were all together...<br />just im merayu pada tuhan jgn bg kami sombong antara satu sama lain...<br />apabila takdir menyatukan kami kembali...<br />cheers!! lads n luvs...miss u all...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-875465584763637915?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-10336922810806869112010-01-03T05:48:00.003+08:002010-01-03T06:02:43.787+08:00em...<br />sometimes it's hard being myself...<br />i always think about sumthing eh...<br />does everybody have what i haved? feel what i felt?<br />in every aspect, im in a such damn place...<br />never been a number 1...<br />never ever feel any good afterwards...<br />mostly it reflects becoz of what i did...*sigh*<br />so pls god...dear Allah yg Maha Esa...<br />jgn berikan ku membuat kesilapan lagi...<br />everything i did ended up badly...<br />im a loser...and im good at that ahaha...how thoughtful...<br />either finding new things...it will fell...<br />but how can i face You even so i've never even bothered to do as what i've been told...<br />forgive me...<br />i dun need to write dis actualy...<br />nevertheless things that i never ever shared with people..<br />but sometimes i do need to get it out...<br />and after what happened now...<br />is something i really want to share with someone...<br />but cant...<br />or maybe no one i can tell...<br />so it's my ego...<br />suffer greatly i have (sounds like Yoda from star wars)<br />hey...<br />positive? cheers...everybody's happy...<br />it's better be that and have always been...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-1033692281080686911?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-18142328634133227102009-12-31T23:52:00.003+08:002010-01-01T00:03:27.069+08:002009 eh?<br />how to say goodbye to the year...<br />another year passed by...<br />how i've become? all in the better ways...<br />2010 will be better in hopes ya...<br /><br />i wish for everyone...<br />i hope for my band we'll go in the slumber of the scene...<br />i hope my friends catch their wants...<br />i hope he will get what he wants to do and live a happy life...<br />i hope my classmates are all A's...<br />i hope me and my family live in happiness....<br />i hope my mum found her next love....<br />i hope my bro getting married...<br />i hope she's happy always and will be getting married soon...<br />i hope i will become happy...in my own way...<br />and i hope i will never make any mistakes i will regret...ever again...<br /><br />cheers!! mates, luvs, and family...i love u guys in any way things would become....doesn't even expect to be loved back... cheers!! again...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-1814232863413322710?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-28803332530250062762009-12-29T22:11:00.001+08:002009-12-29T22:12:51.825+08:00rasa mcm dah masuk satu phase plak...<br />my friends bnyk pesan wat fb sbb bnyk gamba kat fb nak tag aku...<br />so i'd made 1...<br />pandai2 aaa carik ek...<br />and dont forget to "like"...<br />ahaha cheers!! mates...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-2880333253025006276?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-16102571103427695712009-12-27T20:36:00.002+08:002009-12-27T21:04:48.391+08:00owh...<br />seems the lads always asking me how was the event eh...<br />so let me put this bold review...<br />malas nak tulis bnyk2 coz it's not my thing of journalist...<br /><br />1st of...<br />the event was great except for the rain though (bile lebat sume mencicit lari and the show stopped for a while)...<br />aku dah kuyup giler dah..ahaha...<br />kete pon bau hampeh pagi td aku masuk ...<br />but the 3 stages event were awesome...<br />so many were focus on the main stage...but there are people on the indie stage and chill out stage too...<br />best performer and showmanship to me goes to Pop Shuvit...<br />really cool arrangement and crowd magnet i might say...<br />no one could ever get enough of it...<br />also one of the "otai" The Times and respectfully of Naza...<br />he said "watchout other radio station..watch our song bring out the havoc...nevertheless thx to Xfm..."<br />ahaha how cool is he eh?<br /><br />another "otai" band which make the crowd into chaos is Love Me Butch...<br />and Syarul's voice sure make me speechless everytime...<br />but talking bout vocals...<br />unexpectedly i love Lan's voice...and another guy from the TV Mentor...Black also perform for his 1st time in RTW...<br />those vocals sure needs to be notice eh...<br />where else could u get any sound higher than Amy Search eh...<br /><br />guitar player which are respectfully talented of coz Meng from Love me Butch...<br />if there is Re10 for sure i will never get enough of his skills...tp Deja Voodoo Spell have to play at Radio Rosak...so terlepas...<br />the chill out stage also features many guitar god eh ahaha...<br />there are workshop session featuring many otai2...<br />tp i cant get hold of their name eh becoz kekadang semak gak tempat tu sbb 3 stage...<br /><br />nonetheless drummer that i like of coz Bakri...but he played with Azlan &amp; The Typewriter eh and not with Meet Uncle Hussain last nite...<br />mcm2 gak dah tuka2...<br />Cipan from The Times playing with Bittersweet now...and x men ngan The Times plak...<br />vocal Bittersweet dlu Pijie pon xde..aku xtau mana ilang...<br />ganti ngan unknown guy eh but trying to use Pijie's sytle...<br />sorry guys but to me it's lame...<br />for a band at ur standard when there is change of important member especially the frontman then u shud also try change the style eh...<br />or else the fan base as myself felt little bit akward of the show aite....<br /><br />Yuna also perform well last nite even though just two songs...<br />but i am very like Liyana eh...ahaha...<br />and i mean Liyana Fizi from Estrella dlu...<br />she's cute and adorable...as well talented musician...<br />and her smile bile aku ngan member aku lambai2 kat die mmg bikin gua cair...<br />ahhaha...<br />well its nice though after some rocking scene we get some relaxing with liyana eh...<br />with her song and her adorable face ahaha...<br /><br />there are lot more to comments eh...<br />but i think its enough to say that it's worth our money and owh...kekuyupanku mengharungi hujan...<br />thx to the amazing sponsors eh...<br />to other label yg xpenah berminat nak sponsor tu better watchout for it...<br />it return back to u in triple...ahaha just guessing...<br />sbb nak kencing pon kene bratur kot...<br />dgn hujan renyai2 sket tu...rasa mcm nak kencing kat situ je pon ada...<br />ahaha...cool pong...its not worth it that way...<br /><br />but to the organizers yg aku knal yg gatal2 nak wat cam rock the world gak...<br />better dun take it lightly eh...<br />its hard to organize an event this big...<br />really...and the cost is not any cheaper then u think...<br />i dun encourage u guys not trying...but just make a perfect planning eh...<br />it probably take a whole year of planning for an independent organizer make an event this big...<br />and kalo nak wat tu call me eh...ahaha...<br />dah lama gak x handle bende2 nie dah...<br /><br />so this is another phase of malaysia's music scene eh...<br />lets see what next year's bands, performers, and sound from our own malaysia can give eh...<br />lets cheers!! for that lads...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-1610257110342769571?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-51898769368545434362009-12-27T01:48:00.002+08:002009-12-27T02:15:35.493+08:00urgh and wow...ahaha...<br />just came back from rock the world...<br />and it has been 3 years since i attend 1...<br />pretty damn penat now...<br />but it was amazing...<br />except for the rain though...<br />i basah kuyup td bile dah start lebat...<br />1 payung not enough for two guys eh ahaha...<br />laen laa one guy and one girl...<br />perv...ahaha<br /><br />all the bands performing well except for some i take it as not very amusing myself...<br />better not tell their names eh...<br />maybe they're still new to the scene or such...<br />best showmanship for me goes to Pop Shuvit...The Times...and Pesawat...<br />vocals for sure is Lan (Azlan &amp; The Typewriter) Syarul(Love Me Butch) and also his 1st time ever performing rock the world is Black from mentor where he sings with Meet Uncle Hussain...<br />cute honey bunch goes to Liyana eh...ahaha...<br />she's adorable everytime i see her...<br />but she's already owned...so watchout pong...ahahaha...<br /><br />i know alot of people there too...<br />and one sad thing about it...<br />each time i met someone i knew...they ask me.."korang maen ek sini?" or "eh korang dah maen dah ke?"...<br />and the sad thing actualy when i answered them "blom lagi"...<br />when is my time to shine?<br />well it takes times and hardship eh...<br />nothing is easy except when u buy ur way in ahahaha..<br />and even if i have a lot of money i wont go that way ya...<br />think that there's something money cant buy and that is satisfaction for ur own hardwork and success...<br />we will work it out Love&amp;Laney...<br /><br />ah and i also got a number from a girl there...<br />ahaha she actualy doing some work from their Elevate booth...<br />after some talk then she gave me her number...<br />nice girl...study at Taylor Collegue...<br />wonder if i shud give a ring...and i mean "ring" as in telephone ring...not engagement ring savy?<br />ahahah....<br />well its just for friendly thing really...<br />im not one of those playa's...if what any guys thinking now ahahaha....<br />its nice to have a girlfriend...<br />but hell...she's not even close to compare to "her"...<br />do i mean Liyana Fizi? ahaha...<br />let just keep that to myself about "her" eh...<br />probably Fiona Xie too...ahaha...<br /><br />today is a blast...<br />to see now that malaysian recognize malaysia's sounds and noise....<br />rather than stick to All American Rejects or Greenday eh...<br />the next phase is when outside of Malaysia recognize malaysian's music....<br />lets all pray for that eh...<br />and cheers!! to that for it will come one day...and probably it's my music to cherish...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-5189876936854543436?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-15719777177100347372009-12-26T03:13:00.004+08:002009-12-26T03:37:10.083+08:00ahh...<br />home at last...<br />im pretty bushed now...<br />drove dari melaka to kl...<br />rehat kjap then kol 9 lebey pegi puchong...playing futsal....<br />well it's nice eh...<br />its not about winning~<br />ahaha...<br /><br />around 10 guys i x jumpe lama dah...<br />rindu giler...<br />well we laughed...we sing and all pints were done eh...nah!!<br />just some teh o limau suam and were done for ya ahaha...<br />haven't made any goals though...<br />but seriously...<br />biler borak2 td ada tau citer few of our friends ada yg kawen (girls jer..ahaha)<br />and to think dlu kitorg ada bahan2 diorg...lpk2 and maen2 ngan diorg...<br />then skang dah sampai masa for the next phase eh...marriage...<br />wonder when will my turn next?<br />ahaha but to be honest...<br />i want to settle down early eh...<br />love the wife...having few kids...<br />and this is just like typical american girl dream plak ahahaha....<br />i just would like to meet my soul mate...<br />who is she eh...<br />some hotel cooks? flight attendants? nurses? the cute girls playing guitar in youtube?<br />or actually i've met her when im buying a pack of cigarette that day...<br />we dun know eh...<br /><br />td maen pancit giler...<br />well no wonder...i'd neglected my usual sports and exercise for pretty damn years now...<br />better do the sit up routine urgh...<br />burn the carbs i'd been saving eh ahaha...<br />tp its for my health gak actualy...<br />i've taken slow on teh tarik...roti canai and nasi lemak...<br />its kinda bold eh...those things that attract us in malaysia but harm us for future lives....<br />and im also a "perokok tegar" eh...<br />so better start focus on my health now...<br />uuuuuuu....freaky~<br /><br />well its for all of us ya...<br />we can live few extra years for our luv ones when it's time eh...<br />and i want that...<br />i want healhty babies and i want to hold them long enough and c another generations take place...<br />i want that...<br />to luv my future wife until there's no extend to it...<br />i really want that...<br />so call me if u want to be my luv and soul....<br />i know u want that...<br />ahahaha....<br />until someday we found our soulmate...<br />even if we've met them...<br />cheers!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-1571977717710034737?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-87600317975523622852009-12-21T16:09:00.003+08:002009-12-21T16:25:27.436+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sy8teZdYBlI/AAAAAAAAACo/Xc3VPdRJJqc/s1600-h/Picture+37.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sy8teZdYBlI/AAAAAAAAACo/Xc3VPdRJJqc/s320/Picture+37.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417598877003417170" border="0" /></a> studying.... pysch!!!<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sy8t8SNSjKI/AAAAAAAAACw/WXMECdw2WKE/s1600-h/Picture+39.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sy8t8SNSjKI/AAAAAAAAACw/WXMECdw2WKE/s320/Picture+39.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417599390452976802" border="0" /></a> one windmill is falling down<br /><br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sy8uRsk5IgI/AAAAAAAAAC4/CYLnyp21xDw/s1600-h/Picture+38.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sy8uRsk5IgI/AAAAAAAAAC4/CYLnyp21xDw/s320/Picture+38.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417599758308549122" border="0" /></a> actualy nie webcam adil (my housemate)...i learn about IT start from this webcam ahaha...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sy8us9tNjEI/AAAAAAAAADA/kEd4SkQcYfc/s1600-h/Picture+40.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sy8us9tNjEI/AAAAAAAAADA/kEd4SkQcYfc/s320/Picture+40.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417600226763312194" border="0" /></a>again...my left hand is in my jacket pocket..not in my boxer...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sy8vL_b2njI/AAAAAAAAADI/F0bZBWVrFY0/s1600-h/Picture+2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sy8vL_b2njI/AAAAAAAAADI/F0bZBWVrFY0/s320/Picture+2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417600759803321906" border="0" /></a>uh...bored..then i also made some video of me singing+guitar...but not for the feint of heart ahahah...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">uh bored and alone...better find me some chicas eh? ahaha...as if...cheers!! mates...happy holiday<br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-8760031797552362285?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-34040864984538680212009-12-02T03:48:00.006+08:002009-12-11T03:35:54.531+08:00<span style="font-family:verdana;">my head kept telling me...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:verdana;" >"dun make any bold move, we are who we are..."</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">as we reach this young adulthood...things sometimes harder eh?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">ah...remember when we still adolescence...things looks easy ya...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">kite ikut flow...kite langgar apa-apa yang ade....</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">even if it despairs us...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">what's up eh? this is life lads....</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">what do u expect....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">what went on last nite?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">oh something bother me ya....</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">it's been so difficult on last nite's dinner...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">what should i eat? there's just only 2 stall...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">nak makan char kuey tiaw, ke nak makan burger....</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">so much for the choice...why not i take both??</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">kalo x abes there will be some mates would finish them off eh?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">everybody's happy?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">......</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">if only things would be that easy...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">what choice in life u have to make eh?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">does go to school and not go to school is a choice?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">or we just choose one and go on with it?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">things will be different after every choice u make...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">"everybody's happy"?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">it's just a figure of speech...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">choice is something we can't do anything eh...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:verdana;" >"we choose 1 thing...we need to scarce the other..."</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">hah....how's that for an economic lecture?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">so think for what u should have...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">what choice for it to be...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">for better or worse...it's what u should decide...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">we don't know if it will be better or worse yet...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">it's just i hope the best for u lads...and luvs...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">no decisions are good nor bad...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">but it's just one sacrifice for another...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">and that's what made people suicide until today...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">so much for guns and knife eh?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">cheers!! lads...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-3404086498453868021?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-79450345375232425782009-11-20T03:06:00.002+08:002009-11-20T03:27:48.178+08:00<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">A lot had happened today...<br />i must say it was a lot of excitement...<br />did i ever said that u can experience many things in a day?<br />we do yaa...<br />we can learn many...get many in a day...<br /><br />well something kept running in my mind though today...<br />a friend of mine been attack by his asthma around 11 in the morning today...<br />and he get it on pretty serious...<br />it end up well enough...<br />some of our mates brought him to the hospital and for heaven sake they really precise their aim on the nurse after the breakdown though...<br />haha...such hyenas eh?<br /><br />so that's what been kept me flicking my pick for few minutes...<br />after the incident...<br />old memories came by ya...<br />in my life until 21...ada kenalan2 aku dah xde kat dunia nie...<br />some have accidents...<br />some have disease from genetically...<br />thats what made me somewhat unease with it...<br />and that still doesn't count 3 of my family members...<br />im trying to think it through yaa...<br />some of them gave me some value in life...<br />some are enemies...<br />but those are what we call "bonds"...<br /><br />but to be honest i know that my friend just now would be okay in a gift yaa...<br />i have some friends with asthma which show the same symptoms...<br />and it turn out to be okay...<br />just need the inhaler when the "asthma" strike back ya?<br />be kept in mind bout that...<br /><br />well we just had a bbq just now...<br />a mate of mine planned it last month...<br />and it turn out fine...<br />we had lots of fun eh...<br />no pint or such eh...<br />juz plain marinate chicken, some soda and music ya...<br />enough to get it on...<br /><br />be kept this in mind...<br />"try use to thinking outside the box"...<br />even if it's small lets make it big...<br />people wont think us as we are...but they assuming us on what they just only saw...<br />those are some nice words eh..<br />daring...daring....<br />cheers!! for us as we are still living in God's land...<br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-7945034537523242578?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-69026862607572556642009-11-12T13:45:00.002+08:002009-11-12T13:54:28.654+08:00Erm...so so...<br />so wuts up eh?<br />if we do something better as well do it perfectly no??<br />ahah...<br />so are what im doing recently...<br />apart of going to class study and what so ever...<br />im doing 3 songs in one go ya...<br />another song for love and laney even though we're going on a big bump rite now...<br />a song for The Nadia's...<br />i convert a japanese song for them...<br />another song..an acoustic song i made for myself...<br />idea bnyk dtg gak time2 hujan nie...<br /><br />i love rain time petang...<br />i dun know y...<br />maybe best tido?<br />maybe syok its cooler..(kata im from Canada) ahaha...<br />anyway i love hujan time petang...<br />there's some mood for music...<br />there's some mood for thinking my own problem...<br />all my sweet memories and bitter heart tragedy...<br />urgh tp rasa nak bersin je keje nie...<br /><br />to all folks...<br />either from music scene...families...friends and mates...also luvs...<br />u guys dun have to worried about me...<br />even though im kinda isolate myself for a moment here...<br />but im doing fine eh...<br />ya im still doing music...<br />cume lets break for a while here...<br />i need some space eh...<br />tp dun cut the money flow mak...<br />im just focusing around my study sket nie...<br />luv u all...<br />cheers!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-6902686260757255664?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-1644962446082925402009-11-01T11:33:00.002+08:002009-11-01T11:51:22.672+08:00<span style="font-family: georgia;">dis weekend sucks...<br />to top it of i have a sore throat...<br />i baru baek dr demam...<br />tp sakit tekak still ade...<br />probably started last week....<br />the event? owh karaoke with my mates....<br />time tuh just sakit tekak...<br />tp lama2 jadik demam plak haiz...<br />naseb baek x demam panas cam dlu...<br />at that time...menyusahkan ramai org...<br />totally hate that....<br /><br />its kinda weird what happen to me...<br />hear this ya...<br />it seems that everbody seems to like to be friends with me...<br />and say i easily make friends...<br />and i do have...<br />i have my friends...tp kenapa yg sepatutnya ada tp tidak?<br /><br />dun get it?<br />i dun know what am i...<br />a magnet to common friends...but a thrash to closest friends?<br />i have many close friends too...maybe 5...<br />but there is one that is kinda stick to my heart for a long time...<br />dah geng brape tahun dah...<br />we are unseparable supposely...<br />i cant bare to take this...<br />and i've done nothing...<br />i figure it's up to 'Him'...<br />but still...i'm still waiting for ur fuckin sense eh?<br /><br />seriously u dun know how does it feel...<br />so dun even try to think that u know how's it feel...<br /></span><span style="font-family: georgia;">and dun take me as gay ya...<br /></span><span style="font-family: georgia;">im not gay..im straight...<br />just that this guy has place in my heart because we suppose to have plans in the future...<br />to think about it siapa je yg tinggalkan i has leave it unsettle...<br />my best friend left without i done nothing and he just left...<br />two of my ex's left me without any single statement of "breakingup"<br />and most of people close to my heart left me...<br />thank god i dun love my family eh?<br />it sucks being me really..<br />really...<br /><br />now i have many friends...<br />but somewhat lonely...<br />probably things will change due to time...<br />hopefully the time is now...<br />and my megi dah kembang...<br />cheers guys...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-164496244608292540?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-54869424742823895752009-10-18T23:25:00.005+08:002009-10-20T19:51:15.876+08:00there are bad luck in our days...<br />and bad days in our luck...<br />open ur eyes lads and luvs...<br />we all have problems...<br />and we all have a skeleton in our closet...no?<br /><br />erm...<br />teachers who keep smelling our tiny faults....<br />mothers who can't hold complaining about their sacrifices...<br />bond with friends that break without anyone faults but just by a "batu api"...<br />love bond that break with many reasons that will make u suffer in some periods...<br /><br />we all have problems see?<br />in just this week i heard 4 people told me about their problems....<br /><ol style="font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><li>an intimate relationship become fragile after years pass....</li><li>a long lasting bond with a mate from childhood suddenly crack because a batu api...</li><li>oh and another couple fell apart...</li><li>a close family member died of old age...<br /></li></ol>these are some heavy problem i heard from my friends around me in just couple of days in this week...<br />it kept bothering me with some of them eh...<br /><br />well...<br />life's not a joke lads...<br />we will bound to find some difficulties along the road...<br />as long as we keep going forward...then it will favours u guys...<br />if u keep giving up then it will make u stuck in one spot...<br />we dun want that...we shud have a bundle of joy on our trip...<br />dun ever let urself down...<br />the road will not be straight as u want...<br />no 8.5 minutes on DUKE eh...<br />having a laugh mates...<br />it will cheer u up...<br /><br />as for me...<br />erm to be honest all the problems above happened to me as well...<br />and one of them appeared to be happening just recently...<br />well my heart is also in some pain because of it...<br />maybe i shud verse it as "was"...<br />because we will drive forward along the road yaa...<br />lets try our best lads and luvs...<br />and cheers!! along the way...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-5486942474282389575?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-19074808554209852772009-10-10T03:29:00.002+08:002009-10-10T03:53:11.218+08:00once an old mentor of mine said...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">"use full part of ur left brain to think thoroughly"</span><br />is it what makes today's lifes any better if we do?<br />economics still in vain...<br />kids still suffer from hunger...<br />and the corruptions still flowing...<br /><br />we dun need any Thomas Edison for that mates...<br /><br />to be honest...<br />im a thinker ya..<br />with just little simple things i think very thoroughly mostly on "how did it end up like this?" or "is it what i did really is the solution, am i making a mistakes?"<br /><br />seems that im not one of those good thinkers though...<br />the really things that i would think is the negative thoughts, it always flowing in my mind...<br />and im nervous ya..<br />ive seen a lot of opportunity flew away...am i satisfied with that?<br />ive been a lot of misery but i still can keep a smile...AM I SATISFIED WITH THAT?<br /><br />will u guys satisfied?<br />imagine u in this example of situation...<br />u lost ur love to someone else who is probably better or worse than u, but above all u just let it go..<br />thinking that that may the world wants it to be and it's god's work....<br />and what u think u do is just "redha" with all the flow in ur life...<br />but what u really do is just absolutely NOTHING!!<br />are u satisfied?<br />it's just one of many examples ya and i gave one that suits today's social life...<br /><br />to be honest with u im not giving some funny lecture of menyesatkan org aite?<br />it's true that all things are god's works...<br />but what usaha did u do to make god's works favours u??<br />i'd been in many situations that made me felt "redha"..."xpelah"..."nevermind"..<br />not until just now i've realized that it's so damn bullshit to just redha if there's something u can do but not moving an inch to do it...<br />i regret being that...<br />and i want others to realized it to...<br />it's all about opportunities eh...<br />and ur own determination...<br /><br />sometimes i hate to face reality...<br />hope to live in my fantasy world...<br />and dun tell me others dun have any fantasy world ya..<br />all people have what's on their mind but its not possible to get...<br />and i wouldn't tell mine...<br />live hard mates and luvs...<br />the world may seem harsh but it's us that facing it...<br />so dun leave any opening at ur part...<br />i regret i left many openings before eh...<br />it's just one more advice from me...<br />though im 21 but heck u can learn and experience much in just a week no?<br />cheers!! lads to whom have accomplish my advice...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-1907480855420985277?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-73913187785780166682009-10-06T15:45:00.002+08:002009-10-06T15:56:38.665+08:00urgh wut a terrible day off...<br />cuti nie i pretty bored...<br />dun know wut to do...<br />watching tv...now even lalola bile bercakap kuar bahasa melayu...<br />WTH???<br />really annoys me...<br />lots of my friend still have classes...<br />yg dak mmu plak still xam lagi...<br />around 3 weeks of my cuti will it be just like this??<br />xde ke yg nak ajak kuar?<br />just for a cup of coffee is ok...<br />rasa nak gi jejalan...<br />tp i dun know where to go...<br />kete ade...<br />minyak...oh it's full...<br />shud i go to subang?<br />shah alam?<br />kg baru?<br />ampang?<br />to meet whom and wut to do?<br />im bored...<br />xde teman...<br />xde purpose..<br />smoke myself till death...<br />"dun break my heart"<br />said one quote from the anti cigarettes commercial...<br />pls give me an angel to light my life eh..<br />3 cheers for that mates and luvs!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-7391318778578016668?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-69025684816053442922009-10-04T20:16:00.002+08:002009-10-04T20:30:55.239+08:00huh it's kind of a bz day today...<br />ramai plak sedara datang...<br />and it's not like any gorgeous cousin came along with them huhuhu...(ahaha)<br />actualy it's kind of suprising realy...<br />secara sedar x sedar sedara yg i penah knal time kecik dlu...some of them are now around 40 something yaa...<br />have a few kids...<br />and to add to that...ada yang dah besar2 dah pun anaknye...<br />so it's a little bit bz today...<br />as im saying...<br /><br />i woke up early today...<br />around 7.30 am probably?<br />ader laa wat keje sket...<br />well i help my mom cook her bihun tomyam...<br />i was expecting my friend too tapi dia xdapat datang becoz she has plans...<br />around 3 group of people came today yaa..<br />seronok gak tapi ada yang xkene sket ahah...<br /><br />so i had the title of "uncle" for some time now...<br />maksudnye i dah ade ramai dah anak sedara sejak elementary lagi...<br />but until today i felt realy uncomfortable of something...<br />some of my nieces and nephews don't know that im their "pakcik"...<br />i dun mind about that...<br />but what i do mind that they straight forward to me calling me "pakcik" even though they don't even know who i am...<br />eh???<br />ahahaha<br />am i that old now??<br />usually people calls me abang tau..<br />then i getting to think that is that the time that i will be labeled as "pakcik" from now on?<br />im just 21 people...<br />and jiwa muda nie....ahahaha...<br />lets hear u call me abang eh...<br />ahahaha...<br /><br />to think that we aren't getting any younger...<br />rasa xpuas plak xmencapai lagi ape yg kite nak...<br />urgh i realy realy want to do something tonite...<br />probably hanging out with some girls yaa..<br />ahaha as if...<br />not all type of girls that i like yaa...<br />what type of girls that i like u asked??<br />so..well...know me then will know eh...<br />cheers!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-6902568481605344292?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-70343543226592623092009-10-03T21:42:00.002+08:002009-10-03T22:02:08.899+08:00<span style="font-family: times new roman;">It's saturday today...<br />well of coz it is...<br />who in the hell would called saturday as wednesday eh?<br />to me saturday brings a lots of memoirs from the past....<br />a lot of things happened....<br />mesti laaa sebab sabtu is public holiday rite...<br />of coz a lot will happen...<br /><br />i met a family on the way back to kl today...<br />in a bus which is half full tp semak gak aaa..<br />tp yang peliknye family nie....very unlikely to see..<br />diorg nampak bahagia sangat2<br />dalam 3 orang anak kot still kecik2...<br />mula2 ingatkan org kampung2 memane..<br />skali speaking mcm sharifah sofea plak...<br />tgk pon mcm dato and datin parents diorg...<br />aku pelik lak asal diorg nek bas ahaha...<br /><br />well its nice to see them happy...<br />i dun know how they treat their kids eh...<br />mcm mane diorg jaga and ajar their kids...while keeping the kebahagiaan steady...<br />i realy realy wan to know...<br />probably my childhood's family life not as their's....<br />well...biler tgk diorg mcm tuh i feel very easy and tenang yaa...<br />maybe im very kemaruk nak kawen kot...<br />so laugh and laugh as it is after reading this...<br />but heck...who wouldn't want a happy family eh...<br /><br />i promise to myself that i will become a good family man...<br />the best husband...the best father...<br />probably the worst cook though...<br />but wuts the purpose of tins and fried food eh...<br />ahaha...<br /><br />wonder have anyone ever thought of marriage?<br />i thought about it since im 18 years old...<br />try think about it...<br />it helps u to prepare mentally for those kinds of things...<br />but make ur choices...<br />the best choice and decisions...<br />and just to remind u about dis quote...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">"Kita hanya boley merancang sesuatu...Tuhan menentukan segala-galanya"<br /></span><br />as well for "jodoh" yaa...<br />and so im going to bath eh...<br />that's what i call "merancang"..<br />ahaha...cheers!!!!<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br /></span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-7034354322659262309?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-53678546804418117952009-09-20T20:18:00.003+08:002009-09-27T11:46:05.860+08:00dear god...<br />pls bless my friends and families with good fortune and redha...<br />this hari raya seems no difference than before ya....<br />rendang still hancur2... (mak suda lose touch aku rasa)<br />kuih still bought from the same person...<br />even the suasana also felt the same....<br /><br />but there are some tweaks around here or there eh..ahahah..<br />for such my "angah" have shorter hair (rather than his dreadlock)<br />a little bit of ps3...<br />there's new raya song too...dgr aaa Xfm..."kami tak hot...kami cool"<br />some things good to be change...<br />but to me i hate to change anyting in my fukin life eh...<br />maybe im too cuak kot pada perubahan...<br /><br />for once we must have felt very happy for everything...<br />havent us all?<br />who the hell want to change any of that eh...<br />think about it and bersyukurlah atas apa yang kite ade...<br />stick to it eh...<br /><br />a little story from my raya...<br />aritu ramai gak dtg beraya umah ku...<br />dlm 7 org camtu and all of them are my friends...<br />datang lepak makan kuih raya je pun...<br />then ada yg gatal tangan kuarkan album gamba lama kat umah...<br />it's totally hilarious eh...<br />they said my "angah" dlm gamba look like AC Mizal...<br />and terkejut gak tgk gamba aku dlu...<br />in elementary school i'm superfat eh....<br />sumer mcm xcaya jek...<br />yg lagi xcaye bile tgk gamba macho and jambu dlu2....<br />kalo time tu ada yg bawak adik pompuan ke awek ke konpem minat kat aku ahaha...<br />anyway it's nice to open up old album eh...<br /><br />bile blk mlm tuh (mlm tuh kitorg gi banting and shah alam)<br />i open some album too...<br />some memories eh...<br />we all have many changes beyond our past...<br />me myself have changed so much too...<br />to whom want to have a test of my old album dtg aaa raya umah...<br />and bring along ur hot sister eh?<br />ahaha cheers!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-5367854680441811795?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-64010866682062334322009-09-14T08:25:00.003+08:002009-09-14T08:44:20.567+08:00<span style="font-family: webdings;">Cant sleep...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">i felt miserable this morning...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">usually we always think about something or angan2 before sleeps...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">and aku biasanya seblom tido ada bnyk gak angan2...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">i sometimes placed myself in a manga story...in a movie..(usually baru lepas tgk)...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">or i could take myself back to few years before and imagine if i could change things around...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">many mistakes i've done...many opportunities i have neglected...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">even loves are also missed...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">and this morning i have hard time sleeping...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">thinking of those things...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">im regretting..</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">aku menyesal...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">aku menyesal kerana dulu aku bodoh..</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">im regretting myself for becoming a stupid moron before...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">to my friends...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">my families...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">and to my loved ones...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">i missed all of those...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">aku rindukan sumer tu...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">aku rindu semua yg aku penah ada tapi x penah dihargai...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">yg ada sekarang cuma penyesalan...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">kalau aku boley blk ke masa dlu...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">atau tuhan memberi aku peluang seperti itu sekali lagi...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">dan itu lah...aku yang bodoh nie hanya boley mengharap...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">cuma aku nak perbetulkan apa yang silap...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">dan sayang pada yg tidak sempat disayangi...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">i hate to go to sleep now...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">afraid to feel the regret feelings again...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">felt lonely...</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">hear one thing to say here..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">"Puisi hatiku dibaca dan dirangka oleh pemikiran bodoh yang tercipta daripada sesalan yang tidak berguna"</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">how i feel?</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;">still miserable...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-6401086668206233432?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-3946208441887672032009-09-13T20:01:00.004+08:002009-09-14T08:44:54.424+08:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">Oi Oi mates...<br />to be clear there's around a week for puasa eh...<br />alhamdulillah puasa tahun nie still blom kantoi apape ek...ahah..<br />lets just say it's almost Hari Raya..<br />so what is it so fascinating about Hari Raya eh?<br /></span><ul><li>The foods<br /></li></ul><ul><li>The outfits</li></ul><ul><li>The musics</li></ul><ul><li>The people</li></ul><ul><li>The lovers</li></ul><ul><li>All about it</li></ul>so what do u think it's about?<br />it's brings us closer eh..<br />but to be honest i hardly have the raya spirit...<br />probably because i'm getting older now..<br />heck im just 21...who feel much more younger than dis? ahaha...<br /><br />these past years...<br />i have recommend few guys and girls into the music scene...<br />3 guys on guitar...1 guy for drums...<br />1 guys and 2 girls for vox...<br />and most of them still eager into it eh...<br />im proud of it...<br />even though some of them are much better than me but it's fine eh...<br />what im looking for are the future of Malaysian music scene...<br />not for my own purpose or just for fun...<br />still...im still proud eh ahaha....<br /><br />few days before my friend send me a video of her singing...<br />she has not sing for a long time eh...<br />but i know her voice because i'd sang with her before...<br />and it's still not bad...<br />here's some tips i learn for singing...<br />not that i have perfect singing ya...<br />but here's...<br />the keys for perfect vox are...<br /><ul><li>to let it all ur voice out..</li><li>confidence...</li><li>and the choice of songs and lyrics...</li></ul>for example...tau x the new song from Lan with his new band "Azlan and The Typewriters"?<br />he can show his talents in vocals with his type of lyrics and songs...<br />much more daring than he who was in "Meet Uncle Hussain"...<br />that is my points ya...<br />try to edging those 3 points i told...<br />then anyone can sing actualy...<br /><br />enjoy every bits of puasa left ya..<br />cheers!! all<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-394620844188767203?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-5117403929084811542009-09-09T05:54:00.006+08:002009-09-09T06:25:23.766+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">how to say something when u aren't needed?</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">give it a thought ya...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">aren't we are just some nuisance for others...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i've thought about it...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">what do we ever done to people around us eh?</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">maybe there are some yg xpaham ape aku tulis nie..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">so try to think it like this...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">lets say if u die...does anybody yg sedih with ur lost?</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i've give it a deep thought ya...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">and i dun even know kalo ada sesape sedey dgn pemergian aku (and it's an "if" ya..haha)</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i felt like i haven't done anything enough in this world that can make me proud and so for everyone else...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">does it occur to u anything with this kind of idea?</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">maybe it just me...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">but it makes me sad eh...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">probably others will sedey just for a while...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">but after a few month u just a writing carved on a stone...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">and not on everybody's heart...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">but how to say this...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">just want to show everyone that u shud do something for urself..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">that can make u proud...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">either playing music...sports...or anything...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">many people want to be someone or to do something in our own life...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">but heck...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">many have failed to do it because the factors of age...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">ada yg dah terlambat...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">and finally there just left a regret for not doing it sooner...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">aku skang nie dah 21...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">im try to achieving many things eh...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">to anybody yg still boley wat anything...take my words and go get it...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">it's still early to give up...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">well that's a problem actualy...many give up their wants for the sake of study..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">one quote from me again.."education is Malaysia and vice versa"</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">try to edging this quote...u will get the idea...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">cume pandai2lah agihkan masa...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">time study pon boley wat something else...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">am i right?</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">believe in urself and have determination and confidence guys...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i believe everyone can do it...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">aku br tau td..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">rupenye ramai gak usha blog aku nie ahaha...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">a little bit segan plak..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">ramainye member2 aku gak...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">td ada 2 org ckp diorg tgk blog aku hari2...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">and even there are people that i dun even know pon usha my blog...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">so im apologizing for any harsh words that i have wrote ya..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">(probably my mum pon usha kot..mmm)</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">anyway it's not a diary..or journal of anything...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i just write for whatever i want to...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">mostly what i want to share with u guys too ahah...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">so thx for all ur comments...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">but again im saying..."my words aren't gold..but it's worth to look for"</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">cheers!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-511740392908481154?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-67954843255037020632009-09-05T10:08:00.004+08:002009-09-05T10:43:12.921+08:00DAMN...~...<br />just woke up...WHAT THE HELL??<br />it's still 9.40 a.m....<br />bangun je my mouth rasa kering sangat...nk sangat minum air nie haa...<br />ahaha...<br />this is kinda weird i'll say...<br />im actualy waking up on my own....<br />actualy dah beberapa kali mcm nie...<br />terbangun awal..but then mesti ada org yg kol atau pon incident happen...<br />weird kan?? and biasa jadik mcm nie kalo hal2 besar aaa....<br />sory to whosever calling me while im asleep ya...<br />ahhahahaha....<br />so today's my phone bothering me...<br />so here's sumthing realy weird going on ya.............<br /><br />juz now "mama" peng kol to ask about how im doing....<br />thx mama...im fine here...<br />it's peng u shud worry about....<br />oh..."peng" refers to "Chin Peng" ya...<br />also this "mama peng" refers to mama kepada Chin Peng tersebut...<br />and this Chin Peng bukan yg terrorist tuh...<br />tp member gua...ahaha...and selaku 2nd guitarist gua....<br />when she even give some attention to me...it felt different from my own mother eh...<br />xtau nk kate camne...mungkin sbb mama lagi sporting dr mak...<br />ahaha and thats forever true...<br /><br />and so it stops there about mama...<br />realy right after that...an old friend calling me...<br />at first i xtau who actualy is it...<br />its an anonymous number...<br />skali angkat...say "helo..assalamualaikum..."<br />she answered...then...after she make some not so unhumorous jokes (ahaha), also after an introduction...<br />honestly still xingat lagi sape time tuh..ahaha<br />lama sket baru ingat...<br />so it's my fren dlu...lets juz refer her as "J"...<br />kinda weird to talk to someone who's hasn't kept in touch for about...i dun know..5 to 6 years?<br />weird...akward...bold....aaaaaaa..lame??<br /><br />so x lama pon kitorg chat...<br />probably akward sgt kot...tp honestly im happy to hear from her again...<br />mulanya ingat die nak ckp die nie getting married ke..tetibe je kol kan....<br />well hope to meet u again "j"...<br />and to sesape yg rasanye nak tau sgt sape "j" nie...kalo yg dah knal tau aaa kot...<br />"j" nie ada mix chinese....<br />muunnnnaaabbbbaaaa!!! ahaha...<br /><br />so sape yg dah knal tu thats ok...<br />to whom yg xknal...lebey elok je mcm tu ek....<br />this is probably the first and the last post about "j"...<br />nie post pon sbb xtau nak watpe...<br />buka lagi 8 jam lebey...<br />mulut kering sgt...<br />well what do u expect in Ramadhan eh...<br />kene laa bersabar....<br />still bored and thirsty though....<br />then again...cheers! after azan maghrib ya!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-6795484325503702063?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-44575744451674953662009-08-29T20:25:00.005+08:002009-09-05T10:39:19.365+08:00<span style="font-family:verdana;">This is a song i made...my second's Love &amp; Laney malay song...<br />how about give in some comments and ur point of view of how this works kay..<br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;">"Warna"</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">by Capong</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Oh disini bermula cerita,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Tiada yang menggambar azabnya,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Oh...peritnya jiwa aku ah...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Disudut termenung saja,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Memikirkan tentang...rosak dunia,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Yang kian musnah ditelan dosa...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Engkau..lah manusia juga,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Yang empunya perasaan cinta,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Oh..tiada rasa bersyukur..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Merebut yang tiada ertinya...</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Aku menangis melihat segala indah,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Segala ciptaan-Nya,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hancur..musnah ditelan dosa...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Oh dosa...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Diciptakan-Nya mekarlah warna..indahnya,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Oh cinta yang suci,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Ah..warna indah berseri...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">(Jahanamlah namamu mati)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Bertentang-tentang kita, lah manusia..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">berlaga-laga nafsu dan hawa di o..o..o..ooo..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">ini dunialah o..o..oo..<br /><br /></span><span>CHEERS!!!!!</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-4457574445167495366?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-82419276344084702012009-08-28T14:12:00.002+08:002009-08-28T14:59:49.387+08:00<span style="font-family: arial;">"they taped over ur mouth, scribble out the truth with their lies, u little spies.."<br />nice words ain't it?<br />this one is taken from one of "Paramore" song called "crushcrushcrush"...<br />so as scribbling other people's minds with our lies already seems common...<br /><br />i have to admit...i'm also playing with other people's thoughts....<br />but in positive way though..ahaha...<br />like for myself to describe a lie is...it's not always bad to lie...<br />me especialy tell somethings that other person would like to hear..<br />for example...my brother ask me about how's life...the answer always will be "OK"...<br />ahaha..tapi itu pon kekadang sbb malas nak layan my bro...<br />so if these kinds of answer...other people will less think about ur lame and unsolving problems...<br />for what letting other people into ur pajamas?<br /><br />but for some others...it's important especially to whom has the entitled of "best friend"<br />listen here...u always cant get hold something on your chest so just try to get it out, not to ur mother or sister...but to ur friend who u always call it as "family"...<br />im personally learn things about this...<br />to me...the closest family i felt more are my friends...<br />but not all my friends are that...ahaha....<br />kawan yang rapat itulah keluarga sebenarnya..<br />so find urself a good friend...<br />so we live in this earth...can we survive living 50 years with only 5 people to know?<br />oh and girlfriend / boyfriend also give something similar eh...<br />in fact give much more special bond...so find urself a good boyfriend / girlfriend too ahaha.....<br /><br />so how many days have we been puasa until now..?<br />dah seminggu ek puasa kalo x silap....<br />ramadhan this year kind of differ from my other ramadhan...<br />seblom nie akan timbul perasaan "malas nak berpuasa"....<br />but this year x rasa langsung camtu...<br />alhamdulillah...semoga tuhan akan terus membantu aku mengharungi dugaan dan cabaran dalam bulan puasa nie....<br />tp teringin plak nak usha pompuan seksi....<br />ahaha and please dun do that guys....<br />ingat mata pon kene puasa gak...kaum hawa pulak jaga laa perangai dan pemakaian bulan nie....<br />nie bkn nasihat tau...tp aku mintak tolong sebenarnye....<br />sbb kang mata aku pandang mcm2...pandang "karipap" laa...pandang "kuih apam" laa...ahaha<br />so jaga laa ye...because it's not only for urself but especialy for others...<br /><br />ok aku dah malas nak write apape lagi...<br />gambate! to all yg tgh belajar fasting eh...<br />oh wait....so why's the title??<br />ahaha kenape tajuk post nie "Why we need a second look for our decision??"<br />xde kene mengena ngan story aku tadi actualy....<br />but have u ever been in a situation like this....when u glimpse at something then it took ur attention to look at it again...<br />aku pernah bnyk kali actualy mcm tuh...<br />first... tengok lagi skali sbb nampak mcm orang yg aku knal....<br />second... tengok lagi skali sbb nampak mcm org yg aku rindu...<br />third... tengok lagi skali sbb nampak bende pelik2 (aritu aku tgk mcm ada org dahi lebar gile...skali tgk balik die pakai cap..ahaha)<br />so it doesn't matter how many times u want to look at something for your confirmation...<br />tgk lama2 pon boley...<br />so cheers to all yg berpuasa....<br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-8241927634408470201?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-1453151271771893632009-08-08T19:22:00.003+08:002009-08-08T19:56:33.634+08:00<span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-family:webdings;">Oh...this is the 1st time i've ever want to do this...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-family:webdings;">does everybody really know me...i suppose many doesn't really...<br />now why is that u say??<br />well actually i kinda hide myself more than i show it...<br />for example eh...from time to time if u actualy see me smiling...it doesn't mean that im having a ball eh<br />that day probably one of those worst scenario day...<br />well i dun even know why i'm doing this post really...<br />mungkin aku xnak lupa diri aku sendiri kot....sometimes i wonder who i really am eh...<br />well here goes....<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Who 11 simple points of who CaPonG really are:-.........</span><br /></span></span><ol><li style="font-weight: bold;">actually pretty afraid to be in the front row...the spotlight...or u can say afraid to hold much responsible for something...aku selalu cuak kalo bende yang aku wat xjadik...oh a frightener....</li><li>kalo depan crowd or everbody kalo aku wat bende yang berani (for example doing some stunts with a guitar...) maksudnye time tu aku yang paling takut...ahaha saje nak lawan takut tuh...</li><li style="font-weight: bold;">kalo kat luar im talkative...loves to laughs...kat rumah aku yang paling diam...actualy sbb aku paling bnyk gaduh kat rumah especialy dgn my mum...sorry mak...u the greatest...</li><li>slalu bile ada member2 bukak citer2 lama...slalu ada yg citer2 yg nak topkan...fly sane gaduh sini...slalunye time tuh sumer akan bukak citer yang lebey kurang...tp aku slalu senyap atau bukak citer laen sbb aku xnak bukak citer yang sama...kalo aku citer mcm "haa cam aku dlu jgk aaa...." well kinda akward...but i guess u guys now what i meant...<br /></li><li style="font-weight: bold;">slalunyer orang ada citer pasal awek masing2...atau ex's...aku konpem senyap...kalo diorang ada tanya konpem aku berdalih...memang slalu sangat aku nak cite pasal bende2 nie tp firstly aku xreti nk story...secondly lagi senang xciter drpd cite...u shud know what i meant..ahaha ayat same...</li><li> im a terrible cook...masak nasik aritu aku pelik...atas lembek giler...bwh plak keras nak mampus...ahaha</li><li style="font-weight: bold;">kalo aku senyum2 ke gelak ke slalu...x semestinye aku tgh happy...maybe ada sumthing happen...</li><li>actualy when it comes to tell my problems...aku mesti senyap...entah susah aaa nak ceriter problem2 aku...so maybe sbb tu aku slalu senyum...</li><li style="font-weight: bold;">im not a romantic person...jauh skali berbanding enrique iglesias...</li><li>slalunye kalo aku sesorang...memang aku slalu feel lonely...ahaha time tuh aaa aku bnyk wat bende2 gile mcm dok dlm kete 2jam stakat dgr lagu...wadahal bley dok je kat bilik dgr...</li><li><span style="font-weight: bold;">aku paling xsuka bende yg "expect jadik tapi xjadik"..."time nie jugak laa ada masalah..." and aku paling xsuke org yang "poser", "pusher" and yang "bajet hot/top"...lagi geli aku tgk ada aaa</span></li></ol><br />well itu aaa antara bende2 pasal aku...tp maybe xsumer....bg sumer siap traits2 aku memang payah aaa....rajin apape aku nk tulis...ahaha...again thanx to fahmi yang ajar aku letak gamba kat blog...nie aku saje letak lagi satu time boring2 nie...CHEERS!!!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sn1nlw-vnsI/AAAAAAAAAB8/ZqIcI8YF-20/s1600-h/Image035.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sn1nlw-vnsI/AAAAAAAAAB8/ZqIcI8YF-20/s320/Image035.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367560229396389570" border="0" /></a>tajuk gamba nie.."The Fallen Angel..." ahahahahaha(gelak kuat2)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-145315127177189363?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-83902522688407634012009-08-04T20:41:00.003+08:002009-08-04T21:10:39.993+08:00<span style="font-family: arial;font-family:courier new;" >So so....<br />its been a while eh i haven't post any new materials?</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:courier new;" >well to be honest i'm not lazy to write...</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:courier new;" >i'm pretty much stuck up and busy lately...<br />the recording for "Berdansalah Puteri Kayangan" and "A Fake Smile You Made for Me" went great...<br />thanx to Ainol from DVS (Deja Voodoo Spell) because he help us a lot...<br />he's a cool guy...susah nak jumpe org mcm tu lagi2 dalam industri muzik yang skang nie...<br />lots of love bro...ahahaha...<br /><br />well its been busy and i hardly have any time for myself...<br />tp bile dah ada time mesti ada sumthing plak...maybe my mum nak aja</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:courier new;" >k gi memane ke...asignment ke...<br />sigh...well what should i expect eh?<br />this is Malaysia eh...<br />kalo xblaja memang no future...<br />zzz sucks man..especially when it's not what we love to learn...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">nak blaja muzik tp where will it gets me??</span><br />to anyone yang boley blaja apa yang die minat or still have the time</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:courier new;" > to do it...<br />why not?<br />stop ur diploma on sumthing sucks to another diploma which u will enjoy...<br />i will do it...<br />cume muzik brings no future to my mum's pair of eyes...<br />so terpaksa guna jalan blakang...<br /><br />well that's Malaysia for u lads...<br />we suffer from one major crisis eh...<br />we have to reach the peak of knowledge for our degree...</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:courier new;" >but then until what extend??<br />ramai graduan skarang xbekerja yang sepatutnye diperoleh drpd hasil belajar...<br />so diploma looks like SPM and degree looks like a diploma now....<br />thus by aiming courses like engineering...medic...law and etc...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">career like music..sports...movies...all hid behind our back while our eyes watch those fuckin things...</span><br />it's not that i critics the people who takt those courses...i also proud have friends on medic and law...<br />tp Malaysia...please dont look down on other path too...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">our parents pon cuak tgk anak nak jadik musician or football player...WHY IS THAT???</span><br />so i giving some knowledge eh...xtau aaa camni pon kena ISA gak ke a</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:courier new;" >hahaha....<br /><br />dah lama xbagi quote ek...ok meh sini aku wat satu...<br />"Knowledge nowadays refers to our degree? Will someone give an uther knowledge to all our people because people will see the person with no degree as losers...."<br />erm lama xbuat quote rasanye dah lose touch plak...</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:courier new;" >ahaha xpe lagipun ni quote baru je wat...<br />yg seblom2 nie ada yg aku dah wat lama dah...<br /><br />so mlm nie kene jumpe Dinie lagi skali...<br />nak bincang pasal backup vox on both our song yg dah rekod...<br />again busy...haih...bile laa nak carik girlfriend kalo camni....<br />ahaha but i believe someone will show up soon...</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:courier new;" >or probably in ten years...insyaallah...<br />nah aku hidangkan dengan gamba aku and cheers lads!!</span><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-family: arial;">!</span><br /><br /><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/SngywAfBomI/AAAAAAAAAB0/vI_XECj7ZlE/s1600-h/Statik.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/SngywAfBomI/AAAAAAAAAB0/vI_XECj7ZlE/s320/Statik.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366094756357186146" border="0" /></a> This pic i call it "Statik" haha cheers again!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-8390252268840763401?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-6954516532727178062009-07-12T03:45:00.002+08:002009-07-17T22:03:50.391+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sljr8TKHILI/AAAAAAAAAA0/nK03x8AgI1I/s1600-h/n722029102_1872076_1037978.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sljr8TKHILI/AAAAAAAAAA0/nK03x8AgI1I/s320/n722029102_1872076_1037978.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357291177924567218" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family:verdana;">The Love &amp; Laney</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sljr8LytY7I/AAAAAAAAAAs/BmCjXBf35Pw/s1600-h/Dinie.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 213px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sljr8LytY7I/AAAAAAAAAAs/BmCjXBf35Pw/s320/Dinie.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357291175947363250" border="0" /></a><br />Dinie Vox<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sljr8EOU0pI/AAAAAAAAAAk/h7yu99lCPXA/s1600-h/Chinpeng+Guitar+N+Laney.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 213px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sljr8EOU0pI/AAAAAAAAAAk/h7yu99lCPXA/s320/Chinpeng+Guitar+N+Laney.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357291173915710098" border="0" /></a><br />ChinPeng 2nd Guitar<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sljr72XTzbI/AAAAAAAAAAc/oqj9baVkpgs/s1600-h/Bijan+Bassist+N+Laney.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 213px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sljr72XTzbI/AAAAAAAAAAc/oqj9baVkpgs/s320/Bijan+Bassist+N+Laney.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357291170195295666" border="0" /></a><br />Bijan Bassist<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sljr7triNdI/AAAAAAAAAAU/iltvTGjop_8/s1600-h/Adop+N+Laney.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4VgCvcb3pck/Sljr7triNdI/AAAAAAAAAAU/iltvTGjop_8/s320/Adop+N+Laney.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357291167864206802" border="0" /></a>Adop Drummer --recently accident--</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-695451653272717806?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-88679620746413438412009-07-09T21:02:00.000+08:002009-07-09T21:27:08.189+08:00So what is it about money anyway?<br />to be honest...its all about money nowadays...<br />ever thought about if a world without money eh?<br />aku ada gak baca komik doremon ahaha...<br />ada satu alat tukar dunia nie jadik xyah duit...<br />that will be nice eh?<br /><br />aku kene belanja bnyk skang ni..<br />and sorry i'm not the person yg bazir duit utk bende bukan2...<br />not drugs...not sex...and of coz no alcohol...<br />i have certain things eh likely to be done...<br />next week we record two songs and rerecord of "Berdansalah Puteri Kayangan"...<br />as a manager/guitar player i'm pretty much soak in many mess...<br />adop patah tangan aritu...so the position for drummer kosong...<br />aku ulang alik jumpe org2 laen tp still xjumpe...<br />that's suck...<br /><br />mujur rekod xyah drummer xpe...<br />we can use software for sounds of drums...<br />but using software for our gigs?<br />obviously not...<br />aku berdoa pada tuhan supaya membantu kami...<br />but as the management...<br />aku kena balik setel hal mcm2 tempat...<br />using money and oh also money folks...ahaha...<br />aku pening pasal duit...<br />aku tgk ada budak2 masuk duit around 1000 ringgit a month...<br />tp guna utk bende2 laen...<br />enjoy and such...<br />it's not like enjoying urself is bad but pls...<br />kalo aku ada allowance mcm tuh aku dah save wat sumthing dah..<br />buy guitar for sharping my skills...<br />practice with my band...meeting other people to gain knowledge and recognition...<br />bukan senang living in industry...<br /><br />so don't waste ur money...<br />save it or use it for better purpose...<br />bukan layan game online kat cc 72 hours...clubbing and alcohol...<br />pls...<br />aku sedey sbb aku xempunya duit yg banyak untuk mencapai matlamat aku...<br />others plak anggap duit 2 ringgit tu mcm 2 sen and bley buang2...<br />even i collected 1 sen bnyk2 dlu...<br />so i can buy story books time skola rendah and to buy digimon game...<br />susah nk dpat duit tu u have to get it...<br />and respect to others yg susah nak dapat duit even for just 10 ringgits...<br />cheers guys!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-8867962074641343841?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-13997712955356797932009-06-24T02:00:00.000+08:002009-06-24T02:52:16.857+08:00<span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"></span>questions among questions...<br />but this is not a trivia...hahaha<br />"warna dianggap indah itu lutsinar.." actualy is a quote i made in past few days...<br />this is also an exposition of my 4th song...<br />xtau ape tajuk fix die lagi..maybe "warna"..or "warna itu lutsinar"....<br />ntah tgk aaa bile siap nnt...<br /><br />so have u thought about what explains my quote?<br />bukan saje2 buat...<br />but it has a meaning...<br />what is ur color actualy?<br />warna tu slalu semua org kaitkan dgn bende yg indah...<br />semua org lupe yg warna ni bukan semua indah....<br />logically merah, kuning, hijau menampakkan ceria...<br />but black, purple, pink and else resembles colors that are'nt so harmony..<br /><br />so colors to me resembles much more in life...<br />is it so naive to think that all colors are nice and beautiful?<br />mmm yes...<br />dunia nie sentiasa indah ke?<br />the answer is no...<br />that is why it's too naive to think the color is beautiful<br />u don't take the world to be colorful as u would expected...<br />we should see it as black and white...<br />or is that the right answer??<br />haha pon xjugak...<br /><br />that's what i always said to myself when made any decisions...<br />to have both positive and negative thinking at the same time...<br />u should not see all as positive neither negative...<br />dunia ni pasti ada 2 jenis aspek...bende baik dan buruk...<br />jadik kalau warna dikaitkan dengan kehidupan kite..<br />sebenarnye memang x wujud...<br />so we actualy have no colors...<br />it's invisible in colors...<br />that's why i said "warna yg dianggap indah itu lutsinar.."<br />becoz warna kehidupan kita adalah lutsinar...<br />we all should realize that...<br />i've realized that...<br />have u?<br /><br />we can't see our color or anyone else's colors with our eyes...<br />kite xkan nmpk diri org drpd hanya mata yg melihat...<br />mengenali seseorg itu br dapat memahami mereka...<br />"don't judge a book by it's cover" maybe a quote yg slalu org dgr dah...<br />but it's true..<br />to see everyone's colors (hati mereka) we should look for it without our eyes but by our heart...<br />jgn tgk org skali pandang...dah panggil diorg sampah atau bende kejian yg laen...<br />deep in their heart is someone else probably...<br />i've through this actualy...<br />so people call me "sampah"...for the way i look? walk? or speak?<br />try kenal dlu...<br />typical human are what have done the world wrong..<br />blame ourselves...<br />we destroy our own world..<br />place we lived in...<br />too much agony and pain guys...<br />if i'm earth...i would have kill myself with a shotgun with sun's recoil...<br /><br />da da da da...<br />ader member aku ckp blog nie asyik aku bg nasihat je...<br />ader yg expect aku maybe produce some artistic materials in my blog..<br />haha my words are just my opinions...<br />it ain't gold or any karya...<br />aku cerita semua base on my life experience..<br />yg btol2 terjadik atau diceritakan pada aku..<br />cukup untuk faham aje ape yg aku tulis aku sudah bersyukur sudah...<br />and i'm fucking sleepy..<br />cheers guys...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-1399771295535679793?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-52829721548453123942009-06-19T11:13:00.000+08:002009-06-19T11:52:25.843+08:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">Something flow into my mind lately...<br />kite sentiasa berusaha untuk mencapai sesuatu...mendapatkan sesuatu..<br />setiap manusia mesti akan rasa camni...<br />u know it urself too...ape yg u cube nak capai?<br />but truthly in dis world..can it be achieve?<br /><br />aku ada certain things yg aku nak wat..yg aku nak capai dlm hidup aku..<br />kiter maybe plan how things may going next...<br />plan tu slalu x jadik...<br />and pada sesaper yg ada nak sumthing tp xplan, it's a mistake...<br />memang susah nak dapat kalau pandang rendah camtu terhadap plan anda...<br />yes maybe i'm talk a bit like a counselor...<br />haha kate dlu penah nak jadik counselor gak haha...<br />dlu nak jadik counselor ada reason gak..tp itu pon maybe xjadik plan tu skang...<br />see wat i mean?<br /><br />and other things too..<br />mcm aku nak wat muvie script..nak compose songs for local artists..<br />nak wat side project...itu antara bende aku nak wat in the future..<br />boley ke aku wat sumer tuh..tu yg aku tertanya2..berjalan ke ape yg aku nak wat tu...<br />atau setakat angan2 je...<br />mcm dr dlu aku nak beli gitar ibanez sampai skang xbeli2...<br />sampai biler?<br />i dun know...sumtimes bile dah nak capai sumthing...ada plak dugaan..<br />to be honest and i'm only telling this in my blog haha..<br />i felt such a loser lately...<br />band xjalan..dah nak jalan tp sangkut gak...<br />people always expect me to become someone tp sampai skang xde hasil...<br />aku cube nak dapatkan sesuatu...sampai skang aku xdapat apape..<br />well i'm just a loser nuff' said...haha<br />maybe aku xkan kawen pon seumur hidup aku..maybe...<br /><br />i'm planning nak kawen...tp awek pon xde...<br />ada aritu aku nak tekel sorang awek nie...<br />tp dah borak 10-12 minit camtuh aku rasa boring plak...<br />that's the first time aku try tekel awek secara verbal gitu...<br />kat skola dlu pon pakai surat..owh what a day? hahaha...<br />ntah kenape aku mcm kjap je malas nak layan awek tuh..<br />was she not my taste? atau aku nie gay?<br />aaauuwwwww!!! hahaha<br /><br />probably hati aku xterbuka lagi...<br />skang nie pon study aku pon kantoi...<br />so its a package..<br />i'm a lonely..fucking loser...<br />dlm semua hal maybe aku gagal atau xdapat achieve langsung...<br />"we always want something but somthings may not be gain"<br /><br />mungkin kite aje yg tamak untuk dapatkan segala2...<br />dan mungkin segala2 tu pon sebenarnye xdijodohkan utk kite...<br />bende camnie ada dalam lagu aku wat baru2 nie...<br />the title is "warna"..listen to this words..<br /><br />"oh kau manusia juga,<br />yang empunya perasaan cinta,<br />dan tiada rasa bersyukur,<br />merebut yg tiada ertinya".<br /><br />adakah kite sdg mencapai sesuatu yg tiada erti?<br />aku berdoa setiap hari agar usaha aku tidak disia siakan...<br />kita hanya ingin dan mahukan saja...<br />yg laen2 ditentukan oleh All s.w.t...<br />cheers...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-5282972154845312394?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-8178311355126714642009-06-16T23:59:00.000+08:002009-06-17T00:23:43.057+08:00<span style="font-family: arial;">Ape yg baru agaknye pasal aku?<br />em masih bujang tp dah x teruna (WOW????) ok gurau je...ahah?<br />masih disalah anggap sebagai orang yg tua..(xpe org respek aku tinggi sket)...<br />haha tp ape citer baru or we in Malaysia always ask "...Apecer?"<br /><br />aku baru je pindah apartmen..ngan member2 aku yg len...<br />housmate aku dlu pindah satu banglo kat blakang mmu tuh...<br />murah gak banglo tuh tp aku malas nak ikut diorg...<br />so skang aku lpk kat umah baru aku...<br />ngan ade gak member baru aku knal kat sini...<br />it's nice here and quite enjoyable i'll say...<br />tp nak gi kelas agak penat...well that maybe a pinch for me though...<br />jalan jauh gak...<br />tp xpe laa...lagi braper bulan je nak abes kat melaka nie..<br />oh god pls help me..<br />nak gi tempat laen except melaka...tp dekat2 aaa haha...<br /><br />a sad story for me, my bands and most of my friends....<br />adop eksiden aritu..a.k.a. my drummer as well...<br />july nie dah set dah men kat penang and also rekoding session...<br />tp xtau camner...a big wall came blocking us again...<br />penat nye hai berlawan dgn dugaan...<br />but it's all in today's life eh?<br />ingat camtuh je u all nak berjaya...<br />another quote from me..."learn to take a hit before u can hassle..."<br />dugaan, cabaran from emotional to physical will be endure in our life...<br />don't forget to be patient and never give up...<br />i'd learned about this even though i'm just 21 eheh...<br /><br />here's one of the story of what is immaturity in relationship...<br />my fren sorang nie dah kapel almost 3 years i guess...<br />how to break them up??<br />senang je..suruh sorang pompuan call awek die pastu kuarkan statement yg "die nie 'balak' aku"...<br />then guess what? awek member aku percaya cakap minah tuh<br />that's what i call immaturity relationship...<br />not that i'm mocking some one or sakitkan hati sesape...<br />cume nak bgtau...in those 3 years u had what is it that u gain?<br />ke sekadar kapel untuk xnak lonely atau seronok dengan status "im not single"?<br />but i know yg my fren nie love his girlfren...he will not jeopordize that moment...<br />learn from those 3 years my fren...i know i'm not qualified to give any love tips...<br />but my only opinion sebagai seorang kawan...<br /><br />listen to urself..think thoroughly...<br />what best and what is wrong...<br />know what is love and what bollocks...<br />we have to know if that is true love or just another "oh i've been with her/him in the past years" story...<br />and i mean it...tau laa if that is true love or not...<br />sesape yg xpenah tau true love i am most pity of u...<br />it's a wonderful feeling...<br />so so...nevermind my bollocks if u say? then suits u...<br />just some words from me...<br />cheers from capong!!<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-817831135512671464?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-72602922894816887102009-06-12T14:05:00.001+08:002009-06-12T14:57:42.159+08:00<span style="font-family: arial;">I woke up today...<br />tergamam sekejap and it's true...<br />i sat beside the bed pastu pikir amende mimpi aku td nie?<br />mcm dah samar2 time tuh but still remember the core of my dream..<br /><br />pelik gak..settings dlm mimpi tu mcm aku tgh pegi holiday..with my friends...<br />it seems that i'm not only with my friends but also i have a girlfren...<br />i cant seem to know who she is but i have a clue who she might be...<br />and actualy dlm mimpi tu jugak aku ajak die gi holiday and declare as a couple..asking for a date..<br />and she agrees...<br />i can't see her face but i think i know this person..i know her before...tp dah lama gak xjumpe...<br />memang time tuh seriously mimpi nie syok...realy i realy dun want to wake up ever again...<br />ini citer btol ek...xtipu aku btol mimpi camtuh tadi...<br />it feels like i have been chasing the girl in my whole years...<br />and when she agrees itu aaa time paling indah...no question about it...<br />then we date and actualy act like real couple...<br />believe me i'm realy felt like heaven...<br />we ate together...holding hands...kiss on the cheeks..<br />i remember we ate ice cream together...<br /><br />tp bile setting dah best...while dating ngan die..tibe2 aku dah lost dah...<br />setting tu terus ilang...aku mcm pengsan pastu bgn kat tempat laen...<br />believe me tetibe sume vanish mcm tuh je...<br />where have i been? mane pegi awek aku? mane pegi tempat td tuh?<br />time tuh i'm angry and dissappointed...<br />ape jadik nie..those happy moments tetibe ilang...<br />aku dlm bilik time tuh and i can't recall bilik ape tuh...<br />then she opened the door..<br /><br />and guess what..tetibe aku kene marah..<br />die ckp yg tadi aku nie tetibe je blah and wat hal aku time date td...<br />i ignored her...and left her..i not appreciated her at all...<br />die ckp for many years aku try to get her then i blew it like this...<br />that explains yg aku memang minat die dr dlu...<br />at that time aku explain pon xreti...the settings tetibe ilang??<br />itu ke alasan aku..it felt real that moment x tipu...<br />the settings just took me away and i'm innocent in this situation..<br />seriously i realy want to be there for her...y would i left her camtu...<br /><br />then we break up and she said one thing to me, "dari dulu u suka kat i tp sebenarnye i x suka kat u lgsung.."<br />lepas tuh aku terus bgn dari mimpi aku tuh...<br />"what the hell?"<br /><br />aku xtau sama ada it's a sign or what...<br />it shows me aku xreti jaga die...aku xreti jaga pompuan...maybe i'm a lousy boyfren..<br />aku memang pikir kat tepi katil and i'm in shocked actualy...<br />what kind of dream is that...and it's the 1st time i'm dream about this...<br />is the girl in my dream is my soulmate?<br />or is it explain that someone that i love actualy dun like me at all...<br />aku xtau ape bende..i try to act like i dun care...<br />tp last2 petang nie aku tulis gak pasal bende nie kat blog...<br />ntah aaa..<br />aku maybe xsesuai untuk berteman..<br />maybe i'm alone for whole my life...who knows except god it self...<br />i dun wan to be alone tp aku xnak menyusahkan org laen...<br />if being with me doesn't make it happy...then i'm also not happy with it...<br />i cant be with my love one so be it...<br />im only a burden for other people that truly can brings happiness...<br />no cheers for today..<br />because im still confuse..xsenang rasanye arini..feel im gonna puke...<br />satu je aku dapat kata skang nie..<br />if i cant be together with someone i love..am i gonna die then? no!! and so be it...my life doesnt ends here...but i maybe will love her even shes miles away even in other lifetime...itu yg aku rasa...<br />and shit im realy gonna puke....<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-7260292289481688710?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-48661824814945643202009-06-11T15:02:00.000+08:002009-06-11T15:20:11.203+08:00Yesterday aku ada jumpa dinie lagi...<br />and also first time aku jumpe fifi (awek dinie)..<br />skali baru aku tau abah fifi nie Kolonel askar (and not kolonel sanders ok ahaha)...<br />cuak plak aku dgr smalam...<br />naseb baek x anta sampai depan umah kalo x kene snipe plak...<br />i imagine the house is full with mortar and c4 eh? ahaha...<br /><br />in my previous post aku ada cakap yg aku tolong dinie on his short story assignment...<br />it seems that he take one of my short story idea yg pasal radio lama...<br />ahaha and then guess what..die kene wat short film about that as well and i'm the main actor..<br />walaupun jadik orang gila as an insane guy...tapi heck u think it's easy to become a crazy guy??<br />ni watak mencabar...and it's kind of different berbanding lakonan aku penah wat dlu..<br />and yes actualy aku berlakon gak kat sekolah dulu..from the main actor sampai berlakon jadik pak guard je...<br /><br />and i like acting...but not as i love music though...<br />at school dulu kalo bab berlakon aku konpem dapat nominated as main actor (xtau aaa sbb dulu muka aku ada agak jambu sket ngan badan aku dulu sedap kot~) ahahahaha...<br />skang nie muka aku pon dah xjambu apape dah...<br />anyway acting is nice and i'm looking forward to it..<br />and i hope for the best for dinie yaa..<br />dinie agak bz sbb asignment skang..<br />xpe graduate nnt we thought about writing a script together...<br />and wat script is not that easy...<br /><br />cube hayati quote aku baru wat nie, "we are the actual actors in this world, to become someone to achieve something, but it's up to you if u want to be the main actor or just another prop in this world"...<br />maksud quote aku nie dunia nie pon dah mcm stage pementasan dah..<br />ada watak polis...housewife and u get the point...<br />what role will become us then?<br />jadik astrologer? pyschologist like what i want to be actualy...doctor or anybody else...<br />we decide who we will be and there is no director to yell any "cut"..<br />kite kene berusaha and tuhan tentukan...<br />so we pray everything will be ok...as what i pray for everything too..<br />then again..duh...yooohoooo...cheers!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-4866182481494564320?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-6053827828761786092009-06-10T11:20:00.000+08:002009-06-10T11:43:32.166+08:00<span style="font-family: arial;">Maybe this Friday ataupun Saturday nie aku balik Melaka....<br />aduhai bukan maen sakit hati aku kene dok melaka lagi...<br />i want to go to other places u know...<br />satu je aaa MMU nie...<br />it creeps with all poseurs u know and also pretenders...<br /><br />Alex Turner said a few years past, "We are defenders of any poseur or professional pretenders around"....<br />so am i a poseur or pretender like them?<br />maybe but i realy think that i'm somewhat pretend to be unnoticed...<br />dun be a poseur please...<br />for what?<br />if u are a gangster then prove it...<br />if u are an athlete or a fucking artist...prove it to me....<br />dun just talk crap and get all the attention just by running ur mouth...<br /><br />people may not know me for what i've done in the past...<br />and i think it's better to stay like that...<br />bollocks if u talk to much...<br />typical is what i call MMU students in melaka...<br /><br />another lesson eh?<br />dun be a pretender and poseur...<br />just being urself is enough...<br />poseur and pretenders are listed in my "most hated person shortlist" ahaha...<br />person that i like...mostly i prefer to list "the dont's" to be my friend ahahaha<br />women that i like...well obviously on the top of the list is the smile...honestly there are some type of smile that i like...ahaha and miss it too..<br /><br />but u know actualy a list is not what u should do to make friends...<br />don't do it...just knowing it is enough...<br />ini sekadar untuk blog jer...nnt aaa aku tulis list "hated criteria for a friend", "criteria that i hated the most", and "criteria who i love"..ahahaha and of course i love to eat udang and ketam...<br />please i want to end my foundation in melaka secepat mungkin...<br />harap semua berjalan lancar...<br />aku nak carik awek cyber...<br />aku dgr lagi mantap2..<br />ahaha...<br />my devilish eyes....cheers!!!<br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-605382782876178609?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-26149746765776044592009-06-08T15:16:00.001+08:002009-06-08T17:54:39.673+08:00<span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">I'm frustrated today...<br />i have plans...<br />i make plans...<br />biler dah nak sampai time nak execute plans tuh...baru laa nak datang masalah and alasan...<br />that's what i'm really confused eh?<br />why is it so easy...untuk bercakap jer tapi biler nak execute sumer xnak...<br />so another one of my bands' problem...<br />each including me...want something from the future of our band...<br />sumer citer oh...jadik feymes...oh maen gigs...duit sumer citer time awal2...<br />tp nak sampai ke situ...mcm maner korang agak dapat sampai ketahap tu?<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">does it needs practice?</span> yes because our skills needs to be improve and our songs needs to be improve...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">does it needs discipline?</span> of coz yes becoz without discipline the band can't moving any further...one person not hold into the discipline can bring all the members to dismantle...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">does critics always good?</span> of coz yes people...aku dah bnyk kali terima kritik dari yg bodoh2 sampai laa ke kritiks yang professional...kalo kritik daripada org bodoh muzik memang aku agak pon susah terima...tapi we have to see what the pro's have to offer us in their critics...dengar laaa cakap diorg...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">does having a dream for ur band is enough? </span>obviously <span style="font-weight: bold;">not</span>...seriously all of this needs efforts...aku dah jaga morale masing2..jumpe selalu...aku dah buat lagu...senang je keje korang...practice and we go for gigs and stuff...<br /><br />so aku asyik terima komen dari bandmate aku sorang nie...<br />"cube tgk band nie, lagu diorg senang je tapi boley gak feymes" it said to me becoz i made hell of a song yang actualy bukannyer susah mane pon kalo practice tapi die xnak menyusahkan diri...<br />kamon people...bukan aku nak susahkan korang tapi i made music and u don't know it from professional points of view how my song would react....<br />kenape aku wat lagu camtu ek? cube pikir sendiri...kenape nak ikut band yang wat lagu senang tu????<br />sumer org cume nak pikir senang tau...sifat yg tu sebenarnye xboley ada dalam apa2 organization lgsung...<br />we need to strive forward...and sori to say lagu yg aku wat sebenarnye dah diambil attention by certain professional people skang...<br />that is one thing...<br /><br />lagi satu...kenapa agaknye susah nak susun schedule masing2....i hate when everything dah rancang cume tggu time je...tapi last minit baru nak bgtau ada alasan macam2....<br />ape yg kene berat hati sgt...cube pikir...actualy to sum of us, this is an important matter...<br />to some of us band nie sebenarnye penting...bukan sekadar main2 utk rekod laa ape laaa....<br />kitorg nak pergi betul...<br />ke kalo kitorg ni "Meet Uncle Hussain".."Bittersweet" ke macam2 lagi baru aaa rasa bende nie real???<br />aku pikir gak cube kalo aku antara band2 tu pastu ajak dak2 laen maen skali...<br />aku rasa klas pon xpegi...mesti nak maen ngan band2 nie punyer...<br />so please train ur mental pls...<br />kite memang xfeymes tapi kite bukan main2...<br />kite nak capai ke situ bukannyer stakat jamming lagu, rekod, bagi org dengar pastu dah...<br />fanbase...legal rights...copyrights...and macam2 actualy basic for this things...<br />we needs some work done...<br /><br />so I've prayed to Allah so many times for this...<br />semoga semua berjalan lancar...<br />aku kalau gagal aku akan btol2 kecewa...sbb bukan aku seorang akan gagal...<br />ramai akan gagal juga di bersama aku...itu yg aku xnak..<br />anyway i just can only write this in my blog...<br />how pathetic...<br />semoga Tuhan merahmati kami...<br />Cheers!!<br /><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-2614974676577604459?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-70666746325312382512009-06-06T20:28:00.000+08:002009-06-06T20:51:15.249+08:00<span style="font-family: webdings;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">What's up about title of this post?<br />ini one of the song from "Arctic Monkeys" actualy...<br />the "Fiona" not only represents the person name Fiona ...<br />it labels to any person from my perspective...<br />aku pon isap rokok...<br />is it a bad thing?<br />of coz sbb smoking merosakkan kite...<br /><br />although...i can't stop smoking now...<br />i'm a thinker...<br />i'm using brain for everything...<br />tp malas blaja ahaha...<br />dengan masalah yg timbul from bands...family...study...friends...bisnes..<br />i'm feeling mentally stress bnyk kali dah...<br />people's around me always said yg aku kene express masalah aku and don't ever keep it to urself...<br />and yes i not usually tell my problems among my friends...<br />even my best friends...<br />cuma dulu ada sorang nie aku suka share...<br />and she's a great listener...<br />but that's old skool story guys...<br /><br />skang nie aku kena handle my problems dengan betul...<br />i have to be tough k...<br />just that it stress me alot...<br />xley ke everything running smoothly...satu atau dua perkara pon cukup aaa berjalan lancar...<br />itu yg aku nak..<br />but i'm still smoking now...while writing this blog...<br />hopefully after finish around 1 or 2 stage on what i'm doing now...<br />i can stop smoking...<br />really i really want to...cume not now...<br /><br />haha silly story aku penah stop smoking dlu...<br />time skola..<br />becoz a girl want me too...<br />but juz until i realize that she wasn't even realy appreciate me...<br />itu kisah cinta dlu aaa haha...<br />am i realy that bad? i thought i was different...<br />i was a bad person dulu..tp it's not me now...<br />and realy hope no one else will be what i was...<br />i will stop smoking...i promise and i am a sort of person who realy kept his promise...<br />i know that about myself...<br />well another time to spend on writing...<br />Cheers!!<br /><br /><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-7066674632531238251?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-71543680515894509612009-06-03T03:05:00.000+08:002009-06-03T03:22:55.457+08:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">Today i thought i'm gonna meet a lot of people u know...<br />tp dan2 jumpe dalam 2 group of people jer...<br />ingatkan nak shortkan masa jumpe satu mlm sekaligus tp xley...<br />baru ingat bley relax nnt...<br />so my schedule still full...<br />harap2 aaa ada keta nnt...<br />kalo xde susah nak gi memane...<br /><br />well then Dinie(my vox) ask me to help on sumthing today...<br />die ada asignment to make a short stories and the theme is up to the writer...<br />Dini ckp die xde idea so I help in on some...<br />aku pon xtau mane dtg idea pelik2 nie...<br /><br />1st idea aku cakap is about a guy who fell in love with his old school radio and brings it everywhere...kind of obsess with it and annoys people around him...<br />what's with that??<br />entah tetibe je bg idea camtuh...<br /><br />2nd idea aku bgtau is about a tapdancer who dances along with the beat of rock music...<br />now after i thought about it...these ideas are brilliant kalau wat btol2...<br />heck i even thought about it in the form of storyboard...<br />bley wat movie nie ahah..<br /><br />i've mentioned that 1 of my goal is to create a movie script...<br />but after my songs are knowledgable 1st haha...<br />xley gak nak stack all of it in 1 stage...<br /><br />so whats up with me...<br />to be honest i love this kind of things..<br />it's an art and art is a blast...<br />minat kot and why not try it?<br />ada awek member aku kecik je and comel je...<br />tp aritu ada gi Red Bull racing kat Sunway for tryouts...<br />xsangka die minat berlumba...<br />that's nice u know try achieving sumthing to be proud of...<br />malang aaa die xdapek ahah...but i support her all the way...<br />even though she's not my girlfren eh..haha..<br /><br />so what i'm trying to say is...try to find your own rhytm on sumthing...<br />are u good in pool? or fussball? dancing or even rockclimbing like my angah did...<br />u will enjoy what ur rhytm is...i promise u that...<br />cuma kita as malaysians selalu cuak nak cube bawak bende2 nie to the top...<br />note for urself we are people too and learning things...<br />find your own style and rhytm..try bring it to the top kay..<br />cheers!!<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-7154368051589450961?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-39092180800603790332009-06-01T21:57:00.001+08:002009-06-01T22:17:29.607+08:00Let's talk about one of my song here...<br />by your love sincerely the LoVe &amp; LaNeY...<br />visit our myspace site at myspace.com/loveandlaney...<br />usha lagu 1st kitorg kat situ..<br />baru lps rekod aritu tapi live...<br />next week kitorg akan try rekod balik lagu "Berdansalah Puteri Kayangan"<br />and another song insyaallah will be schedule in July...<br />so what's up with this song many have asked...<br /><br />"Berdansalah puteri kayangan" is my first ever made song yang complete aaa...<br />dlu2 wat lagu xabes pon...<br />siap dlm tahun 2007 lagu nie...<br />the term "puteri kayangan" is not only refer to only and angel in the mind...<br />it held pretty much more to general type of critical thinking...<br /><br />"setiap perempuan itu lah puteri kayangan dan menari lah untuk menutup bunyi selain melodik dari kami dan membuka mata para perawan dan lelaki...", itu quote aku keluarkan after this song have made done...<br />kita akan kagum jika betul ada puteri kayangan yang menari dengan indah bergabung dengan muzik yang harmonik...<br />itu lah berdansalah puteri kayangan...<br />jangan malu untuk menari...<br /><br />if anyone ever come across us playing in any gigs...<br />so lets hear our song and dance...<br />itu general idea lagu tuh...<br />i'm tryin to make a song to make an appeal by dancing...<br />so it's what most people also love...<br />oh and gigs sebenarnye kitorg akan main jugak...<br />tapi nak wat masa terdekat nie adop xabes study lagu...<br />ada jugak org yang xready...<br />so maybe after bulan 7 is a priority for gigs...<br />nak selit skang nie boley gak tengok aaa dulu camner...<br /><br />next entry i will story about my hard and sweats to form this band yaa...<br />cheers!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-3909218080060379033?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-88043657929224259532009-05-31T05:23:00.000+08:002009-05-31T05:41:22.915+08:00Ape daa tajuk post kali nie...<br />tp bende nak citer yg dah lama xbersukan...<br />probably around 2 years...<br />volleyball, takraw, rugby sket...semua tinggal...<br />nie br blk dr futsal td and i realize my stamina dah low giler bab...<br />kalo time volleyball dlu round the football field 3-5 times in the rain plak tuh pon xde hal...<br />cigarettes probably one of the factor..<br />tp nak berenti susah..because i'm a thinker...and the one who doesn't express most things to anyone else...<br /><br />i also realize 1 thing...<br />every post of my blog panjang2...<br />entah aaa maybe this is one of easiest way to express anything...<br />now i know...<br />tp bukan org nak baca pon..so nevermind then...<br /><br />td men futsal kat samba ape tah kat pj...<br />lawan dak2 group futsal...<br />ada sorang tu aku tgk muda lg...maybe 24 umur die kalo xsilap...<br />mcm biasa je biler tgk die..<br />tp die dah kawin and dah ada 2 anak..<br />his first daughter is 4 years old...<br />actualy i'm happy dgr citer camtuh...<br />it's not common story where u study diploma until 21...degree until 24 then working until certain age then think about marriage...same, old, lame story...<br />that's why i'm trying to do something different...<br />kata satu family nak government...i'm taking different path..music...<br />it's not about different is better, but how your life should be and go with it...<br />drpd cerite yg biasa...even SPM 10A tuh menjamin masa depan??<br />get real...kalo u all tgk around u camner...<br />that's Malaysia for u...typical things are what u all see...<br /><br />just think about it...<br />juz some words from Capong...<br />cheers!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-8804365792922425953?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-21569493548164742232009-05-29T20:57:00.001+08:002009-05-29T21:13:19.580+08:00So tonite i will driving far again with my "angah's" Perodua Kancil...<br />malam nie tujuan untuk berjumpa dengan drummer aku for lpk2 and meeting sket, then jumpa sum frenz at Subang...maybe untuk singgah je kot...<br />kene gi Shah Alam gak..sbb drummer kitorg dok saner...<br />so to increase his morale we should always lounging together and share opinions of the next step...<br />maybe kepala aku ngan Peng je kot....<br />harap2 plan bulan 7 nie jadik and i want to add certain activities between now and recording session..<br />itu aaa topik perbincangan malam nie...<br /><br />mmm ada ramai lagi xjumpe nie...<br />so this is my 2 weeks holiday...<br />meeting people...<br />maybe u can say i'm lobbying this holiday ahahah...<br />ada dlm 3 group of people xketemu lagi...<br />lagi satu duit pon limited...alaaa...<br />ape bende aaa melobi xde duit...<br />tu aaa problem aku...money money money...<br />my fren said money is not everything....<br />it's true but money can bring us to sumwhere and sum gud things...<br />kitorg stakat nak rekod satu lagu 200 ringgit pon dah pikir qao2 dah...<br />maybe sket2 kot....<br />kalo bisnes konvokesyen nnt jadik insyaallah ada income aku ley sumbangkan dlm band nnt...<br />semoga berjalan lancar ek Oci??<br /><br />then to bring us to somewhere...to lead ourself into the world...post blog aku kali nie kalo perasan menceritakan pasal mengenali orang2 di sekeliling kita...<br />we can't live alone in our world...<br />boley tapi what will ur mental state will be...<br />go meeting people...talk to people...there are many types of people out there...<br />and i thought i've seen it all...<br />tp aritu 1st time jumpe sorang nie memang lembut je orang nye...<br />xde ego lgsung...<br />agak senang gak lepak ngan org camtuh tp kiter mesti ada ego ya dan pendirian...<br />be friends with everyone...but remember friends can always be a foe...<br />akan ada seorg dua rakan kite tikam belakang atau khianat pada kita...<br />kite redha tp kalo aku dlu maybe dah letup dah lahanat tuh...<br /><br />so becareful k...<br />frenz are important...gf and bf also important...<br />untuk lepaskan stress anda mesti laaa seronok lihat senyuman teman anda...<br />kalo x tu maknanya bukanlah cinta ohoh...<br />ok dr. Love...then again semoga perjalanan ku selamat mlm nie...<br />cheers!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-2156949354816474223?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-61280791390214083592009-05-29T01:31:00.000+08:002009-05-29T02:07:11.789+08:00I'm losing my chips now and then...<br />it's kinda fun u know to gamble...<br />but where does it takes u??<br />oh aku bukan judi btol punyer ek..<br />i'm just playing texas holdem poker guna akaun myspace band aku ahah...<br />but what i'm saying is the real thing...<br />ada dulu sorang uncle nie father to my fren menang nombor ekor...<br />siap belanjer tandoori tuh bai...<br />kalo yang dak2 laen biasa maen lucky ball jer aaa slalu...<br />cotai T?? haha nie abang nie champion tp kat UITM dlu aaa sebab rule sedap...<br /><br />then again UITM brings alot of memories...<br />Al-Fatihah bagi 4 orang tragedi accident baru2 nie...<br />4-4 tu aku knal and it kinda brings me rather alot of things from the past...<br />then again UITM sucks...<br />it's a sucker for not believing in that ahah...<br /><br />jap gi nak gi AC jap...<br />asia cafe ahah...<br />ada member nak jumpe kat sane...<br />skang nie kol 1.50, tp aku xtau camner nak tuka jam kat blog nie...<br />jap gi nak pekena pool...fuss sket...<br />tapi x gamble aaa kot...<br />never again make everyone suffer k?<br /><br />ada dulu dak2 men kad taruk 10 sen...20 sen...<br />so? dosa tu makin kecik aaa sbb pakai duit kecik?<br />serupa duit 50 ringgit ko menang kad, ko tuka duit tu 10-10 kat kedai...<br />jadik duit 10-10 tuh duit halal aaa tp duit 50 tu haram ek??<br />and then again a typical and an optimistic way of thinking...<br /><br />so in ur life dun be that optimistic in the real world...<br />u will be a targeted fish in a small pond...<br />believe me because it's what i've been through...<br />dunia nie nampak je macam ko bley handle...<br />tp hakikatnye dunia nie agak keras...<br />kite kene bijak untuk hidup dalam dunia nie...<br />jangan nak ikutkan hati sangat...<br />kalau ikutkan kata hati...maka dunia nie dimana adanya orang miskin ditindas...orang xhensem xkan kahwin...orang bodoh memang itu sahaje pengakhiran die...<br />u get x my points?<br />kata hati bukan segala-galanya tapi tambahkan lagi dengan buah fikiran tu...<br />org xberpelajaran pon boley jadik org politik yang berjaya...<br />so think about it...<br />aku nak gerak subang jap...ASIA CAFE...<br />cheers!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-6128079139021408359?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-2390543798877992832009-05-28T05:10:00.000+08:002009-05-28T05:23:17.644+08:00MU dah kalah...uh...<br />agak kecewa tapi there will be glory for them..<br />even as runner up..<br />skang nie wat to do before snoozing?<br />ahah mostly kalo aku seblom tido mlm suka bepikir...<br />fikir..berangan..sumtimes put myself in a manga story...<br />kiter sume sukakan perkara yang indah dalam kepala...<br />bila lagi nak menikmatinya kan? and hopefuly it will continue in our dream...<br /><br />tapi before sleep biasakan basuh kaki...baca doa and ayat2 al-quran...<br />aku xikut pon camtuh ahah...<br />skang nie pon seblom tido layan internet jap kan...<br />ada member aku sorang suka layan porn time2 camnie...<br />hahaha mcm2 bley wat sebenarnye seblom tido...<br />dulu aku penah berangan satu bende seblom tido...<br />imagine that my life will go well...happy family..big house...have kids that playing in the yard with my wife...<br />the settings make me feel like in heaven...<br />will it possible for me to have that?<br />haha itu takdir tuhan...<br />dengan siapa kita dijodohkan..rezeki kita...sumanya diberi oleh tuhan...<br />aku harap aku dimurahkan rezeki oleh tuhan...<br />pastu jodoh aku ngan Nora Danish...uh no no ngan Liyana Estrella aaa haha...<br />to have beautiful life mesti ada dugaan jugak...<br />tgk je aa gosip akhil hayy skang nie...<br />so everyting have it's boundaries..<br />but never give up and always move forward to achieve it...<br />dapat xdapat ditentukan tuhan...<br />tapi jangan dipaksa sangat ek lagi2 soal jodoh ahah...<br />ada plak kawen lari kat siam kang...<br />mmm?<br />nice idea actualy...<br />ahahaha..gud nite and cheers!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-239054379887799283?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-38497434495613979602009-05-27T18:41:00.000+08:002009-05-27T22:17:45.986+08:00so tonight's penentuan champion's league...<br />MU vs Barca...eat ur heart out guys cuz The Red Devils will win the championship!<br />ahah so now to decide where to go tonite..<br />bende tgh stress after exam..and all the probs arise beside me...bisnes laa family laa mcm2 gak aaa..<br />ingat nak gi jauh tonite tp kene decide ngan dak2 len gak ni...<br />mmm dulu tgk kat Waterfront Ampang..NZ Wangsa Maju? NZ Garden?NZ garden bley usha awek2 sket tp rosak aaa ahah..<br /><br />mmm maybe Hartamas..dah lama x gi saner...and i mean realy long time there...membe aku dr JB turun arini..panggil "Monyet" suda haha...lama xjumpe die dowh..mlm nie gi carik pompuan sesama aaa nyet amacam? ahahah...<br /><br />citer pasal pompuan je aku nie nampak mcm gila seks plak kan...eeeeuuwwwww!!!!<br />ahah so i love creation of Allah...mencipta segala perawan...tapi jangan sayang sangat sampai eeeuuuuwwww!!! ahah<br /><br />so it sets around kol 2 game start...2.02 satu gol dah MU...o'shea aa score ek...ahaha...hopefuly mlm nie bley wat aku lupa masalah aku ya...and owh prison break season 2 xabes tgk lagik..nak kene mintak Hakim pasnie..i will tell about places aku slalu lepak...nak taruk gamba tp xtau camner aaa...<br />xpe nnt aku tgk aaa camner nnt...sape nak lpk skali mlm nie meh join skali...<br />bring on the women too ahah eeeeuuuwwww!!!<br />cheers!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-3849743449561397960?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-67435383399575590452009-05-27T05:10:00.000+08:002009-05-27T05:28:08.334+08:00so yesterday exam aku abes..<br />sadly aku kene bar 1 paper..jadik aku kene duduk kat melaka nie lebih lama dari jangkaan aku..<br />aku dah naek muak dah ngan melaka nie...<br />mungkin aku bukan muak ngan melaka tapi muak ngan diri sendiri kot...<br />anyway kl shout at me today so i return the buzz..<br />im goin kl today...<br />to do what? thats the thing i'm not so sure...<br />masa 2 minggu nie will be waste or will be cherish...<br />i want to do sumthing...<br />rasanya mcm nak kawin aaa cuti nie...<br />believe me if everything arounds me allow me to take someone hands, so we can grow old together, i would've done it long ago...<br />am i looking for stabilization or lack of confidence...<br />probably both...<br />so here's one more lesson..cherish ur love ones...<br />love maybe tricky and brings much agonish..<br />but if u truly love someone then that is what important...<br /><br />like one quote i'd said not long ago, "Cinta ni bukannya senang, bukannya sekadar declare and message 24 jam, cinta memerlukan pengorbanan, dan adakalanya perlu mengorbankan cinta itu sendiri demi satu kebahagiaan seseorang, walaupun ia mungkin tidak dikembalikan..."<br /><br />and so my love stories for 21 years i live in this world...mostly end without much answers and it just meets the end...<br />my quote tu kalau hayati betul2 rasanya memang ramai member aku akan terasa...probably they don't feel love like i do..<br />papehal cuti nie nak dapat sorang awek aaa rasanye...<br />someone who can join venture with me...<br />tapi xyah aaa dulu...it probably leads to nowhere..<br /><br />so just going with the flow..........<br />cheers!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-6743538339957559045?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-91620434905225528162009-05-26T15:56:00.000+08:002009-05-26T16:10:55.903+08:00<span style="font-family: verdana;">so i have made many mistakes in my life..<br />to my family..friends..even to many people i dun have the chance to know them..<br />mintak maap bnyk2 walaupon bukan hari raya lagi nih..<br />this dirty hands shouldn't be forgiven tp itu je yang aku harapkan..<br />i'm not the same bloke cam dulu ahah...tp ntah laa kalo itu cuma pikiran aku je..<br /><br />then to a certain someone yang i adore..teruskan usaha ya in your life...<br />i will always support u each time i woke up from my sleep..<br />have a great life because that is what u should have..<br />even after 50 years or so i will always hope for the best for u..<br /><br />oh aku bukan mintak apape in return ya...<br />kalo bg ferrari tu ok gak ahah...<br />rakan2 Love &amp; Laney..lets bring our songs to the top k..<br />cheers!!<br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-9162043490522552816?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8032317862639033193.post-32514578068736591932009-05-26T15:24:00.000+08:002009-05-26T15:50:26.755+08:00<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"> Assalamualaikum and hello are appropriate introduction eh</span>. I usually called "Capong" for most my entire life now. Ok <span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">so aku first time blogging..sila berikan tunjuk ajar. Nak letak nama apa kat URL pon aku xtau nak letak ahah. For most people yang know who "Capong" is harap2 tak kecoh2 pasal siapa diri aku sgt yaa because the past is the past. Memories are the most important part but not the fact....<br /><br /> So I made my blog to give my opinion, ideas, promoting many things i guess, and probably to express. My words are't gold, but experience and idea is what give us the life until now. Tp to get the perfect life you think is possible? </span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Most of us answer no..</span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">but actualy it held both answers..determination is what bring someone to become someone..do u think perfect life can easily drop onto your lap?? Think again because there will be inches of thick wall juz to gain a little bit of that life..bring ur determination to the utmost level..problems can be solve..<br />and so as my experience..<br /><br />"Nevermind the Bollocks"..some band said to us long ago...simple but true..<br />oh i made songs..write and compose..i also had alitle bit going on my first movie script..<br />music love me i guess..i can figure pretty many things in music..oh i love women because i'm straight..<br /><br />Thats all the intro i guess...oh and the title of this blog came from a song by "Arctic Monkeys"..<br />pretty damn good song...another thing to know about me...Alex Turner is my big influence in making good songs and lyrics...so as Arwah Tan Sri P.Ramlee..Cheers!!!<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8032317862639033193-3251457806873659193?l=capongwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaPonGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08080693317265407610noreply@blogger.com0